Hello, fellow fapstronauts! It's been over 200 days since I've started fighting with this horrible addiction. I mainly used it to forget about things. Things that happened at home or at school. I really numbed my feelings. Before I started my journey with NoFap I couldn't feel anything really. It was of no interest to me if a girl was looking at me or to do something with my family. I was like a zombie with no feelings. Apart from that, I've had many really bad thoughts. But something happened to me this morning. I felt really lonely. Although for some people feeling lonely isn't a reason to be happy I feel like a human again. I was severely addicted to PMO for more than 10 years and this is the first time in my life that I'm starting to feel like a normal human being that needs contact with others. It's like I'm escaping the prison of my mind. I doubt I would ever do that if it wasn't for NoFap. For all of you going through the same path, STAY STRONG, it's possible! I believe in you, you will get your feelings back, you will get rid of bad thoughts, porn makes you feel like a zombie but if you don't give up you'll change your life forever!