Never thought I'd see the day, looking back on the roller coaster I'm on, it's awesome. I'd say the best part so far, would be the lack of depression I've felt these last 90 days. I'm more focused on getting more involved in the things I enjoy, thinking more positive about my physical health. There have been some tough times, but I don't want to look back, got to keep moving forward, I wish I could have discovered this year's ago, but it's never too late to better myself and look forward to the next day, rather than wishing I would not wake up the next day, like I did many times before. My wife is aware of my journey that I'm on and has been supportive, we have sex 1-2 times a week, which at times does trigger the chaser effect, when that happens I remind myself how I felt in the past and realize there is no going back to feeling those meaningless feelings. I'm happy that PM has not been wasting my time and draining my energy, I know the struggle continues, but all we can do is stay busy, remember the feelings of the past and the present. Thanks to all that have been supportive as well and knowing that we're not in this battle alone.