Hi guys, First of all, let me present myself, my name is Alennas, I'm 34 years old from Morocco and I joined this community the last year in March 2018, in order to become a better man. I started masturbation on Porn when I was 13 years old, I'll rememeber always this first orgasm, I liked it so much but what was supposed to be an usual discovery, as for every teenager on this planet, become a sick habit for almost 20 years. Years and years of struglling, suffering and feeling ashamed from this s**t, I came to the point where everything I realised in my life was felt with a lot of biterness, regrets and dissatisfaction. So during this year of Nofap, I had many streaks, the longest was 120 days (but everytime I relapsed I continue to keep going), and in the same time I was doing activities to clear my mind and my soul like : - Going to the Gym 3 times a week - Seeing a therapist every 2 weeks - Eating healthy and sleeping enough hours - Travelling to a new place every month - Creating good connexions with people - Etc. So I met my current girlfirend in January, during a trip to Sahara Desert, the alchemy between us was and is still very strong, but I was very anxious to have sex with her, because of all the bad sexual experiences I had with my ex girlfriends, that I could'nt satisfy (Psychologic Erectile dysfunction) So the last weekend, we went to a beautiful small city in the north of Morocco and stayed in a cozy appartment. When we tried to have sex the first night I was very excited, but I could'nt maintain a full erection to penetrate her, then I decided to stop, and I could'nt even sleep because of the disappointment. Fortunately, she was very comprehensive and told me that I have to stop overthinking, and that she can wait until I'm relaxed. The next day we chilled together outside, enjoyin a sunny day, good food and wonderful landscapes, the night we smoked a joint and watched a movie holdin each other tight, I was very horny but high and sleepy on the same time. So we slept without sex, but the day after, she gaves me a blowjob on early in the morning...I felt like a volcano is implosing inside my penis, it was so sensual and delicious in the same time, I was like a teenager discovering a new stuff, when I came, the orgasm was better than I expected, I saw stars, a rainbow and had an amazing feeling in my whole body, it's better than any natural drug on this planet. Then we had sex in the bathroom and boom boom boom To conclude I hope this thread can be helpful for people who are seeking for a little hope...Healthy relationships with good sex can bring a lot of satisfaction, but love and be loved is definitely the greatest happiness of existence.