My first day

so I’ve sorta made this deal with god in my dreams where if I quit fapping, my gf won’t breakup w me. Ik this sounds crazy but if there’s a chance I’ll take it. My dream was like I knew I was asleep and I could just see earth and hear god himself but he was not talking to me. Long story short if I quit fapping this wish will be granted so hear I am just rubbed off a quick one before I let go for the last time. ☠️ But that isn’t the only reason I have also being fapping 3-4 times a day for the past 2 years and after hearing all the benefits stopping can give to me. I think it’s time to put this addiction to rest. So I’m gonna have one shot at 40 days and I guess we’ll see how far I go from there. The longest I’ve ever gone is 1 week lmao. Only question I have is does this mean that I won’t be as aroused when it comes to being in sexual intercourse?