my first post here

hi everyone.
let me introduce my self.
im 29 years old.
im struggling with porn since 12-13 years old.
generally, since i was a young child till my 20's half of my life
were in front of the screen.
and now, mainly the part of the pornography remained in my life
and seems like doesn't want to go anywhere.
im struggling also with attraction to men
i got married 4 years ago and have now 2 awesome kids.
i tried a lot of things coping with this.
i was attending groups of sexaholics annonymous for 2 years .
i stopped attending sometime after my marriage for some reasons, and im searching for other ways for quitting porn.
thanks god, my relapses has some space between one to another, unsimilar to me 8 or 10 years ago when i could be everyday watching porn for hours.
on the other hand, i have the illusion that im ok and everything is good with me, and it partly very correct, but still, i find myself watching porn once a week or two weeks and i dont want it at all.
i hope this website will be helpful for me.
thanks for reading.

 

btw, im from israel
invited to check in and say hello