My First Sex transmutation experience

First, I am still 18 and I want to share an incident which happened before me joining NoFap. I was PMO addict and i tried to recover myself from this years' january but i failed everytime an urge came and i used to relapse.

I had this in mind and i have decided to post this...

A few months before i joined NoFap, I started using this(youtube video) meditation which allows us to go into a very deep meditative state and relaxation and it's quite awesome, even though i was just a beginner. As i am student studying from home and i was a big fan of meditation, i started MEDITATING thrice a day morning afternoon and evening.

One night,after meditation, i was studying and i felt a huge urge and i opened my system to watch porn and suddenly a thought came to my mind : "Oh this is so boring, its the same thing again, what's in this?" (I think my inner voice spoke to me) And all the thoughts made my penis flacid...I WAS SHOCKED ! How could I,who had alls bad habits of watching P, just shut down my system when watching porn? I mean i had lost all interest in P almost automatically. Thoughts came to me " This is not correct, you must focus on studies, this is a huge waste of energy..." And suddenly all urges faded away within ten minutes i was back to normal.

I knew that PMO a waste of energy but i was an addict. I never used to think all that when i watched P. How could i just come out of porn automatically? When i read Hill's Think and grow rich, i found the chapter" Mystery of sex transmutation", which i never understood clearly. But in my incident i hope that the meditation has completely lifted all the energy that was going to PMO and so i no longer was interested in it. I think i had transmuted sex energy.

But things changed. In the last month i got a bit stressed and i relapsed may be thrice after the above incident. Then i joined NoFap® to try further to eradicate PMO.

My question are: what do you think? Did you have similar experiences? How can i perfect this, i mean Completely lose interest in PMO and focus on my real life? How do people here actually do sex transmutation?

I think this is related to chakras. I have read: The Energy in root chakra can be lifted, but i am really ignorant about this. If you know any resources that i can study about chakras, please share with me. I am really interested in chakra stuff but i don't have correct resources....
Thanks in advance.

 

Thanks for the reply....
Yes after thinking a bit, I felt like: WE CAN ACTUALLY MAKE THE ADDICTION TO PMO VANISH...but it all takes time, i know that being human its natural to be attracted to opposite sex but its unnaatural to use P or M(because its i waste of energy in self pleasure) . I am looking forward to read a lot of books spiritually and find my own path way to Sexual transmutation.
I think we should everyone has to find their own ways when it comes to rebooting, because something which works for one may not work for other, albeit the advices help us....

 

I agree that i am still far far from actually transmuting it..
I am stressing here that the energy that was compelling me to use porn vanished! I wonder where it went and that made me think it might have been transmuted....