My first time here.

Hello fapstronaut friends, I'm new here, I'm from Venezuela. I do not speak much English so I will do my best .. I had long since entered the page and read some topics but then I forgot the page and did not go back in. Today I decided to register and be a constant and active user like you. I don't know much how this website works in general, little by little I learn.

I will tell you my most summarized story. I'm 22 years old, the first time I did fap was when I was 12 years old and it was because I was home alone bored. That was when leisure made me masturbate for the first time. From that day on, my addiction began fapping me at least 3 or 4 times a day every day. At 16 I lost my virginity and I remember it as a disaster because when we were finishing having sex I could not maintain an erection, my girlfriend of that time was upset and we didn't see each other again for a while. After we spoke again, I asked for another opportunity to vindicate myself for that failed sexual experience and she accepted. When we had sex again I could have a good performance and she loved it, we did it several more times and everything was going well. At the time I finished because I became someone else's boyfriend, with my new girlfriend at the beginning I was doing well but I secretly kept watching a lot of porn and doing a lot of fap. There came a time that I couldn't keep my erection when I was with her and she got mad but she loved me a lot and we were still together. We last two years and I think that only once or twice could we have sex with my erection to the fullest. Since we finished three years have passed and in that time I have continued to see a lot of porn until a month ago I decided that I had to change my life because I have three years without having a partner and also without having strong erections. A few months ago a friend visited me and when we were going to have sex I couldn't even have an erection from the beginning.

I imagine that many of you understand what I have been through, it is not easy to be 22 years old and suffer from erectile dysfunction. Since December 16 I decided not to watch more porn or do fap, because I feel that addiction destroyed my sexuality and does not allow me to have a stable partner. For those who downplay the excessive use of porn, I say that the damage is real. Porn is a drug that does not allow you to have a stable life in any way. Fap for several years and several times a day made me depressive, emotionally unstable, all the time I feel tired, and I have no confidence in myself. Well, having 26 days without fap or watching porn makes me feel a little better. My goal is never to do it again and I have started exercising and reading to keep myself distracted. Tell me what you think and if someone wants to be my friend to talk about this from time to time I would appreciate it very much since this kind of thing I do not talk to anyone and makes me feel isolated from the world. regards