My fractured but whole life ....

I'm exhausted work was busy my ex keeps texting me .... isn't he happy to be rid of me ????
My roomie likes to cook I don't like to eat this is going great so far .... I just want my bed .. If she wakes me up I have a lot of shoes I can throw

 

@SheShallBeCalled
Woman
I'm glad to be gone I'm not lonely anymore !! I had to leave my cats with him I have my doggie and my bird so it's good in a way .. I think my ex is too stubborn to admit he lost something special .. I guess he prefers pretend life with woman that are on a screen .. I tried to explain they are not real and he said so what it's all imagination and what's wrong with imagining ? I really can't relate because I want a real man and real touch .. no VR can duplicate that .. Sorry for him if reality isn't good enough .. I will take IRL anytime over pretend
*hugs*

 

@MightyKC
You're a smart man ! You will succeed
Give Bella ♡ from me !!!!

 

I knowww!!!! I miss my kitties but my roomie is not a cat lover
I was lucky to get a place this fast .. Also he wanted our rescue cats .. He never liked the Lil Yorkie or the bird

 

I love animals ♡ they make me happy !!
I am ignoring my exes texts but he just won't let up .. its like he needs to hurt me some more .. My roomie has a boyfriend I heard them last night (ahem) I must address that ASAP !
Other than that she is pretty cool but we are definitely opposites .. Like I said I'm free .. How are feeling ? *hugs*

 

Uh drawing not as lately still have to unpack my pencils and such .... Both our teams lost our first games of the playoffs
My goalie got hit with a stick (friendly fire) right in his eye
poor guy
I am going out tonight some fun stuff with my roommate and her friends .. I haven't had fun! Real good fun! In a loooong time ... I will check back here ASAP ! *hugs*

 

On my way home .. I am very glad to hear from you *hugs*
I am going to shower and get ready for a positive evening .. My ex still texts me it seems he remembers me now that I am not living there .. I had a a sad dream of going back for a visit and finding him dead with his Johnson in his hand with a VR headset on .. I just woke up and couldn't fall back to sleep .. I do care about him just don't love him like I did .. I sorta kinda like someone else but am reluctant to go further .. I am thinking of taking guitar lessons from him .. He offered and I have yet to give an answer
I am also planning on cooking this Sunday yay! Marinara sauce with fresh basil .. I used to love cooking but not so much lately
However drawing is something I delve into when I'm depressed and for a few days I have been better .. I will keep checking in .. Have a great weekend and yes I will stay safe ♡

 

*hugs*
Thank you I did enjoy my weekend
We did karaoke at a bar "funny!" Danced too !
Saturday I took my bike out went through the countryside watched the beautiful swans and took pictures of them I made marinara sauce on Sunday I served it over pasta of corse yummy !
I am at work now wrapping up the last few things ..
I am exhausted however I have some living herbs I am going to purchase from the store on my way home and perhaps a nice planter for them .. It's gorgeous out I'm tired but I hear a nearby shoe store calling my name saying new sandals are a must lol
How was your weekend ?

 

@SheShallBeCalledWoman
Yeah our teams are out
I am counting down the days till the new season ..
I have been back at yoga every morning .. I was very sick with my stomach I have gastroparesis.. very painful .. I have been to a doctor and it's been confirmed I have to eat six times a day mostly liquids ..
I have to bring up my ex he started to show up at my job with flowers and text messages .. I text him back and he doesn't want to talk about the past or porn so I had to explain that we can no longer be in touch .. I wish with all my heart he would join NoFap .He is in serious denial and it hurts me to no end seeing him so desperate to reconnect but he just won't admit that it's a problem he still goes on and on its a guys thing and he can still get it up for me .. wow I'm sorry to be so blunt but his attitude defends porn .. I hate being mean he wants to go out for dinner tomorrow .. I have not told him I have a serious stomach problem also I really don't want to go even if I was healthy .. I feel guilty I really want him to see the problem but I haven't even scratched the surface he repeats he is not addicted .. Should I stay away and ignore him ?
Yoga buddy I am doing much yoga to get things moving if you know what I mean I have to drink a lot of water every day like crazy and I have magnesium pills I have to take everyday too..I felt sick after work to buy sandals that day hopefully soon though and a nice pedicure *hugs*

 

@Ikindaknew
How are you ?
I have been better .. My ex was one of the very first to buy a (VR) headset he's still kicking ..