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I kind of wish your ex would find this forum and see your posts and just how much he hurt you. I hope he's left you alone now, so you can heal. Other people can really mess us up, can't they?The gastroparesis diet is getting me through with small meals a half a cup of this and that .. hard to gain weight but at least I'm not losing anymore .. I still smoke cigarettes not able to quit atm I am still very much stressed .. I need to thank my former fiance for that .. I have not been doing well its like I got burned and even a spark will make me run for cover .. trust no one .. so dating is off the table .. I hope you are doing well and found some enjoyable hobbies to do. How is your
writing coming along ?
Hi beautiful! I am glad you love your writing and you are doing well ♡I kind of wish your ex would find this forum and see your posts and just how much he hurt you. I hope he's left you alone now, so you can heal. Other people can really mess us up, can't they?
My writing is coming along great! I'm having so much fun. It's giving me a lot of pleasure. Thank you so much for asking.
How is your stomach doing? Are you still doing yoga? I hope you're doing okay. *hugs you tight*
I thought of this song because of you:
Be well, yoga buddy. Heal at your own pace.
Wow that song is like me .. Some days I feel a little bit stronger .. ♡I kind of wish your ex would find this forum and see your posts and just how much he hurt you. I hope he's left you alone now, so you can heal. Other people can really mess us up, can't they?
My writing is coming along great! I'm having so much fun. It's giving me a lot of pleasure. Thank you so much for asking.
How is your stomach doing? Are you still doing yoga? I hope you're doing okay. *hugs you tight*
I thought of this song because of you:
Be well, yoga buddy. Heal at your own pace.
Hey thank you ! Stick around here and don't give up ! Don't let porn win the fight .. Give a good fight and get right back to the fight if you mess up.. You deserve to be "Really " happy and so does she .. don't let temporary happy which porn gives take away real love and happiness ♡ My best wishes to you and your girl and remember #Porn Kills LoveI read the first page of your thread and then directly the last page...... In the first page almost 5 months back you sounded a bit dull and now you sound like an amazing person doing what you like is awesome. Im 15 yr old i guess i don't know much about relationships i am in one right now(teen relationship) I love this girl a lot i know her from like 11 years from Kindergarten i told her that i have had a crush on her for a long time and she said yes to me but then she shifted to another city like 8 months back but still we used to talk a lot on phone or on whatsapp. After she left i stopped hanging out with friends and found porn very fascinating (which i previously didn't but still used to watch it).... Used to fap like 3 times a day. I have been performing bad since then in school and in curricular activities also stopped programming (something that i love to do) .. Started procrastinating stuff .... And porn had some bad effects on me i used to think like girls like it 'rough' and other bullshit.. We(me and my gf) chat a lot everyday.... 5 days back she noticed that i talk a lot about 'sex' these days that i didn't used to and asked me 'am i good for only these things?' that kind of hurt me but for good.... I realized that i just don't 'like porn' im addicted to it.
Then got to know about this site from Wikipedia and Tedx and have relapsed thrice since then but i want to quit this thing for her.
When I talk to her I am a different person and when i watch porn im a totally different guy.
We have a lovely chat history. ...i literally smile every time after i go thru them.
I posted wierd things on this forum and people told me that i should try, not be upset, etc. People are really good here. 37 hrs without porn and it feels amazing i m starting to program again which i left in November last year. Started again to go out with friends(last time i went to movies with them was in feb) . That girl changed my life and also this forum. I have been noticing difference in myself in just 3 days. It is an awesome feeling
And i really like reading your posts. You are an amazing person wish you the best for your future ✌
I am learning to accept that either this fractured relationship will heal with time or break off completely simply said but hard to live by .
My bf wanted sex today and I would have but I put my feelings first and I am not angry it is more that I think if he wants me to adjust to his pmo then he should adjust his bedside performance to be more caring to my needs instead of here I'm sleeping with you nothing to complain about dear .... I am the fridge that gets mildly filled with leftovers .... I am going to start doing meditation and yoga to put my negative mind to something useful positive going forward wish me luck I need it for one thing and those pix girls will get old someday we all do and beauty fades a genuine good , smart woman is forever ....
Awe thank you ! That is a beautiful verse ♡Your statement "Beauty fades... Smart is for ever" reminds me of the verse in Proverbs 31:30: "Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised". Good luck on working on your mindset and perspective! With determination it should yield good results
Wow , my husband can be cocky too . It’s infuriating. I want to punch him in the face lol but I don’t . I kinda just giggle inside how stupid he looksSo much has changed and hasnt since I was here last in 2016 ..
My former Ex fiance and I we barely keep in touch .. I moved out and on from him.. I have had my share of new bfs through the years and I enjoy it that way .. I am not interested in getting married and having children, that boat has sailed ..
I realised one thing though PMO makes this one guy I am currently dating weird haha maybe its just me and which guys I attract .. I am dating this guy for sometime now and when it is a morning of no sex in our shared bed he gets out of the bed takes his phone to the bathroom and well MO then tells me about it says its cause I wasnt in the mood lol a great stress reliever and I had to rub that one out cause my nuts would hurt all day lol hes totally not the sweet talking guy full of testosterone 45 minutes ago in the bed with me lol .. its like he becomes asshole-ish to me cause I was tired ..
Total ass too the following day whenever he faps at night with me in the living space , if I happened to pass out from exhaustion on the couch I have woken up to that look on his face you know the cat that swallowed the canary look .. I am not even upset anymore because I did learn to never trust and give my heart to another man .. I guess I decide who calls the shots this time around .. I plan on dumping him soon .. Because he definitely doesnt respect me and I lost whatever respect I had for him at the start of our relationship ..
Lol! Said every porn addict who thinks every man is an addict. They are not. But until the addict cleans up his actions and thoughts, they will continue to think all men do it. Same way they believe everyone in the porn industry is there for the money when the vast majority have been trafficked in one way or another. Not all, but a huge portion even within the “ amateur “ porn. So many women who don’t even know they’ve been recorded.My former SO said that my expectations are impossible for any man to live by .. Where have I heard this before ? "Fantasies are normal "he says and being attracted to other woman is normal" and that "I will never be happy with any man because I am demanding unrealistic behaviour from men" .. There were more word vomit from his pathetic mouth before he slammed the door on his way out .. Good bye to rubbish .. Now I am sitting here stewing .. I was tempted to show him this site .. If he decides to come back for another screaming match , I will entertain him with such knowledge and show him ..
Why does this addiction have so many addicts ? I have tried to help men in my previous relationships but it is like air to them they need it to live .. This time around I just want to give up ..
Lol! Said every porn addict who thinks every man is an addict. They are not. But until the addict cleans up his actions and thoughts, they will continue to think all men do it. Same way they believe everyone in the porn industry is there for the money when the vast majority have been trafficked in one way or another. Not all, but a huge portion even within the “ amateur “ porn. So many women who don’t even know they’ve been recorded.