My Greatest Victory Yet

I just had to share this with you guys. I hope you read through this so you can get inspired yourself and grasp just how life changing quitting PMO is.

Yesterday, Thursday night. Long day: school, gym, and errands all around town. Day 4 of current streak, starting to drift into PMO'ing. Started looking at P, M coming shortly afterwards. I remember looking at this video when I am suddenly struck by a revelation. I don't need this. I sat up straight. I don't need this in my life. I closed the incognito window, feeling my urge plummet. I went on YouTube and brought up one of my favorite inspirational videos. Sat down and watched the entire 10 minute thing. I shut down the computer and went to sleep, incredibly satisfied and fulfilled. I remembered for a brief moment- on Valentine's (yesterday), I sent a rose via a school program to that girl. It was anonymous- she already got it that day earlier in class. I decided to tell her on Friday it is me.

And this wasn't even the end. Today, I went to school as usual (10th grade). I've been studying Tarot cards- and I brought my deck to school. I am friends with most of the class and a plenty of kids from the grade, and as I'm hanging out with a few people, doing their readings, a girl I like invites me and a female friend of hers over to grab a coffee. I also bring a good friend of mine and we walk, talking all the way over. We then sat down with half of the class and everyone wants a reading. By the end of 4th period, everyone from my class wants a reading. People that barely had any communication with me before! I found myself deepening and opening new relationships with every single classmate.

Then, as the day ended, I remembered: I need to tell that girl I like about the rose. She walks up to me, asking if I wanted to tell her anything. She was dying to know who it was. I, obviously, told her it was me. I felt no fear, no doubt in that moment. And she laughed, her eyes glowing with happiness. She knew it was me. She asked me first, to set up a date. I said yes, of course, and we went on our ways.

Went to the gym, made lunch, and had a talk with a couple of good friends afterwards in the span of just a few hours- has to be my best day this year. It's 4pm over here as I am typing this.

This is my most notable NoFap victory so far. Just imagine, if I gave in to the urges. If I've surrendered to my inner desires. I refused to bow down to them. This is just incredible beyond levels I cannot describe. I love this community so much. Thank you guys for being out there for me. I love you all and owe you and NoFap so much.