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RaisOr

RaisOr

Fapstronaut
Hello everyone, how do you surely that read me, I am also addicted to masturbation watching porn. At first you think it's a way to de-stress and just gain short-term pleasure without any effort. I started very, very early I would say that even at 8 years old, I feel that I have always been aware that I liked women and there was a girl in my class that I liked and imagined things that were not right for a boy of that age.

Over time I realized that I needed more stimuli and I changed my habits, from watching normal porn to seeing photos of well-known girls from my personal life that I am physically attracted to or videos of famous models from onlyfans. There comes a point where you no longer know what to do from my experience and you only do it because you feel you have to do it, although of course the pleasure I feel is not even half of what it was years ago and you go on automatic pilot doing it. to do.

If you have read this far, you have read my summary story and I thank you and I want it to help you feel identified or see other types of situations in which there are people like you who have fallen into an addiction. Well, I'll stop hooking up, from today I'm going to post my day to day without NoFap, before meeting this community I've been without fap since New Year, that is, 5 full days today.
 
Day 1, 2, 3, 4

The first day I had a good time since I came from faping the night before and I have not suffered many temptations. Days two and three have been hell, I continually felt thoughts in my head as if it were a voice in my head telling me, should I jerk off? Even so, with willpower and trying to erase negative thoughts, also by meditating and praying, I have gained strength to maintain the path and concentration. Day 4 has been more of the same but with less intensity and I feel that I have had more ability to control impulses.
 
RaisOr said:
Day 1, 2, 3, 4

The first day I had a good time since I came from faping the night before and I have not suffered many temptations. Days two and three have been hell, I continually felt thoughts in my head as if it were a voice in my head telling me, should I jerk off? Even so, with willpower and trying to erase negative thoughts, also by meditating and praying, I have gained strength to maintain the path and concentration. Day 4 has been more of the same but with less intensity and I feel that I have had more ability to control impulses.
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Nice work, RaisOr! Thanks for sharing your experience. Keep going! Believe that freedom is possible for you. Have a clear, actionable plan in place for when you will feel those intense urges. And if the plan isn't giving you a winning track record, adjust and tweak the plan until you find yourself having sustained success.

You got this! Next step!
 
NewPaths said:
Nice work, RaisOr! Thanks for sharing your experience. Keep going! Believe that freedom is possible for you. Have a clear, actionable plan in place for when you will feel those intense urges. And if the plan isn't giving you a winning track record, adjust and tweak the plan until you find yourself having sustained success.

You got this! Next step!
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Thank you for your support, i really apreciate it
 
Day 5
In the morning and in the afternoon without problems but at night I couldn't sleep because I felt like it and I struggled to do nothing. I spent about 1 hour having negative thoughts like: "Come on and I'll go to sleep peacefully nothing happens once in a while" and there was the counterpart of "I'm not going to throw all my efforts overboard, yes I can't change a habit as hard and at the same time simple like giving up coca cola and masturbation, how am I going to become the man I want to be? And rest assured that after many conflicting thoughts I managed to resist the impulses. The fight continues, today At the moment we are calm, I hope that at night he will be able to hold on.
 
Day 6
I'm fine, my impulses are gone, it has been a day without complications and I have managed to eliminate the slightest intrusive thought from my mind without problem, I see light at the end of the tunnel. We keep training.
 

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Day 7
Like the last day i have a low impulses that i could controlled with a strong mentality, im fighting for a objetive, i dont wanna continue being a kid. Do you want to continue with the same habits that you had since you were a child? You've been a week you should have forgotten by now, be a man and act accordingly. By repeating things like this while looking in the mirror, I build a strong mindset and they help me through the day until it's over. At night when the thoughts come to me I repeat it to myself.
 
Day 8
Feeling good all the day in general until 7/8 pm. It was my day of rest but i decided to go unleast to run for dont have thinks and urges because i had a pain in my testicles and the urge was more strong than never. Even so i could resist and here we go with the 9 Day. I won't surrender, I will not throw away my work until I manage to transform into a super saiyan on day 45 and only if I'm dying.
 
Day 9
Yesterday I had fewer urges than the other day. Let's keep like this and we will get our objetive. I feel stronger mentally and have more energy to be able to do things, like train calisthenic.
 
Day 11
I've been keeping myself busy all day doing things, so it was relatively easy to save my urges. Let's hope that everything stays the same, no matter how hard the day or the following ones are, I am a man and I will continue like this.
 
Day 12
It's strange but in my mind, for a few days, I have recurring thoughts that sooner or later I'm going to fail. So this makes me rethink, how far will I go? Yesterday I felt a very strong thought, that although I was able to overcome it, I don't know if I will commit something stupid in the future. Today I still woke up with those same thoughts from last night, but now that the morning is over I am a little more relaxed.
 
Day 13
Day hard like yesterday. But i will not surrender. I'am more strong than impulses. Fuck my desire, if you want to fight me you fight the best, I will not be a weak man.
 
Day 14
I keep all the day resting and playing Age of Empires 4 so i couldnt think to fap except in the night but i could resist. 2 Weeks without fap who would say. It's my record since my streak of 9 days. Thank u for your support to all i dont know what to do after this. I guess i will continue without NoFap untill i can resist.
 
Day 20
This days i have been in problems, the urges are always in my mind and if im not doing something the situation is hard, but im fighting with my demons and i'm not giving a fuck. We keep in the war. GOD BLESS U AND GUIDE YOU TO BEAT UP YOUR ENEMYS, DO NOT LET OUR ENEMYS TRIUMPH OVER US.
 
Next update in 10 days, i will be trainning and being the best myself that i could be. Continue like this strongers soldiers, why are you so afraid to fall off? There is no reason to give up, we have the control of our instincs, we are supermans, you have start the war and even you lost a battle you aren't lost at all. How many warfares have been comeback since all history. If we fail we will rise up, there is not chance of lost, that word isn't in our diccionary. Be focus on yourself, escape the matrix and you will flourish. See you in 10 days warrior, i hope to see you more stronger than ever.
 
I come back because i almost fall off. Don't worry i fight with me to don't and keep the war. If i want to consider myself a man, should be able to last at least 1 month. KEEP FIGHTING WARRIORS, WE ARE IN THE CUSPIDE OF THE MANS. A MAN WHO CAN CONTROL HIMSELFS DESIRES SEXUALS CAN WIN, TRIUMPH AND SUCCESS WHAT HE WANT.
 
Sorry guys i couldn't resist. But i learn from my errors and now i know what i want to do in the next streak to not fall off. Forgive me all who did this way with me, i wanted to be very ambicious. But now i know that i'm more strong that i thought. Sorry to all of you i will recount and do another challenge. I will keep fighthing. At least i didn't see porn.
 
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