Hey, this is my nofap story. I think I first discovered porn when I was about 11. The first time I tried doing nofap was in the summer of 2020 when I was 14. For a long time I would struggle with cooming and watching porn but having some small streaks. In 2022 I made major strides, each month I watched porn and coomed less and less and got it down to just a few times a month. That was until around August it started going back up then I quit nofap because I lost motivation to do it. I tried No Nut November in 2022, I made it to around November 16th and then I coomed 6 times that day. February 2023 I became depressed and wasn't cooming daily but by spring I bounced back and started cooming a lot. In summer of 2023 I became a full blown coomer and have been one for most of 2024 so far. Now I'll be turning 19 on the 30th of this month and I really think the porn and cooming has taken a seriously negative toll on my life and mental health. It's a form of unhealthy comfort and escapism for me. Porn is my only real sexual outlet, I've never had sex. My relationship to it is that I use it to cope with that but at the same time I get incredibly frustrated and defeated watching others have sex while all I do is touch myself like a chump (that's how I feel at least). I don't want to have sex unless I am married due to my religious convictions and morals but I know I also can't masturbate and it's detrimental to my psychological well being. Wanted to join this forum to find ways to cope and recover mentally. There's a lot more to my life but that's a very basic overview of my cooming and nofap journey in a short nutshell. Currently I haven't orgasmed since July 14th but I did look at a bit of porn today but stopped myself after a bit. Edit; by full blown coomer I mean that I was fapping at least once everyday since last August. Often more than once a day. I think I've fapped around 500 times since late August 2023.
Your dick must get very sore, 500 times is a lot bro. I used to cum about 2-3 times per day, with porn as well, I pay least you stopped yourself from cuming, even if you did look at porn. Feel free to direct message me anytime If you wanna chat more one on one. Best of luck bro, we are here for ya and can support you.
Less my penis but more so my balls. My balls can start to hurt and feel sore after 3-4 times. It sucks. Also thanks, I appreciate it.
