My journey to beat my best streak

4 days ago I started the journey, my longest rebooting period was only 21 - 23 days 4 years ago, but now I want to give it a try till the 90 days, why I am only mentioning 30 days challenge because I gonna reward myself for each 30 days.
So do you have any idea about how would I reward myself?

 

you can just use the counter which you can see under my name and can make your own by clicking on it, also I am setting up a counter on my mobile phone so that it is always infront of my eyes. nothing more but you could do chart planner if you think this will help you.

 

7th day, no big urges so far but the desire of watching porn is getting back slightly everyday, but I still can manage it.
The good thing that I start feeling the imporvment in my focus, memory and self confidence.

 

getting to the 11th day in few hours, urges at its highst at night, last night I already typed a p website in the tab and when it opened I minmized it and left the room for 1 minute walk in the home thinking of the worthiness of it, then I came back closed the page without viewing it, and went to sleep.
These days I am tired that is what help me when I go to bed a fall asleep in few minutes, I am afraid of these urges in the less tiring days!! and btw, is this a good approach to escape from urges by sleeping?

 

14th day
Urges decreased but still coming each night. I want to reach day 30 because I am really curios to see how my life would change in the longest period ever for me without PMO!

 

18th day
Don't know if my urges decreased or I am getting stronger.
My focus and memory have increased a lot even I can notice it in my college grades.
My relationships with people is still the same however I started to notice girls looking at me a little bit more, but I don't care! .
Anyway I am really excited to beat my best score (23) in few days, afterwards I will head to the 90 days.
It is awesome feeling fapstronauts don't ever listen to your brain excuses!!

 

23rd day
Last night I had urges to view P but my goal to exceed my best streak was higher and thank god I didn't fail.
I had a wet dream last night for the first time since the beginning of my rebooting period, this is healthy because I think this happened due to some stimulations like photoes on instagram, and it happened for the second time so I am planning to remove instagram from my devices at least for the upcoming period, and facebook to follow in the upcoming days.
I am afraid of the upcoming exams period because I will have to stay at my room and use the laptop for long periods during the day, so any advice?

 

29th Day
Yesterday I was too horny for watching P, I abstained for around 2 - 3 hours and before I went to bed I opened a p website and searched for favourite ps then before opening the video I talk to myself that if I opened the video now I will lost all the 29 days for few minutes pleasure, so I closed.
I know my first month that I will be completing in 1 day had some fails that lead me to P subs sometimes, but I gonna fix it next month by setting a goal for not even watching P subs and any intentional p subs will lead to reset, period.
Although I am feeling a little bit angry of opening the website yesterday, but what I like is now when I am talking to myself I say if you had opened this video yesterday you would now have a day full of regret and zero days counter for the sake of urge that has gone. So, I could use that experience yesterday for future urges.

 

Since you did it before and you found it easy why don't you go for the 60 days?

 

34th Day
After the 30 days has passed I felt too much in control, especially I read on yourbrainonporn today something that was really helpful, when you remeber a scene of P or something that triggers you imagine a big red X in fron of your eyes, then it go in few seconds. I didnot try this in big urges time but sofar it is working great.
somethig I have noticed that openning the forum so many times in the day increases the possibilty of getting urges while reading people stories having sex with girlfriends or how they relapsed, or how the salesperson was checking them out, and also I feel a pain under my genitals, I assured that because I opened nofap today only one time in the morning and I felt better the whole day. I don't know if this problem happened to others or not but this something from my own point of view only.
To the 60 and beyond

 

35th Day
So I will cut it short I browsed P site yesterday, found one of my favourite PS 2 new videos, I opened them, but it did not take 10 minutes untill I closed it.
This is really bad even if you decided to continue on your counter you still feel that fog slightly invading your brain again. Now from the 35th Day I will not do this again, I will NOT EDGE!

 

50th Day
I relapsed.

 

Day 1
And it is day 1 again, what I have noticed after PMOing yesterday that my brain didn't get that enjoyment or happiness at the moment of orgasm that I usually got before! hope this is a sign of recovery.
My last rebooting period had some fails like watching psubs reaching p sometimes that is why I am planning to do it right hard mode for the next 90 days.