My journey to NoFap:Journal

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Proner24

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I was addicted to porn n thats not the worst, i was doing all that with prone masturbation.For those who doesnt know what prone masturbation is, Prone masturbation is when u dry hump pillow,mattress or floor(Mine was mattress) to reach orgasam(atleast thats what i thought it was). I been prone masturbating since i was 10 years old and now i am 24 years old. Thats 14 years of bad masturbation because prone masturbation is opposite of real sex or the normal method of masturbation, And it doesnt work in real life, how i know about it u may ask? I had sex with this woman for the first time and i was having sex with her for 30 minutes and i wasnt reaching orgasm n i was losing my erection AKA erectile dysfunction! THATS RIGHT PRONE MASTURBATION LEADS TO E.D AND THE INABILITY TO REACH ORGASM. I thought to myself i am a impotent until 4 days ago,i saw this thread about prone masturbation effects and it was eye opener. Thus, i wanted to reboot my system, learn the normal masturbation method(Using hands to jerk off while in a supine position).Once get my masturbation right i want to remove porn from my life.This is my backstory and my first step to NoFap.I will update regularly about my journey.Please feel free to advise or share your success(or failures) stories so that i can either be inspired by it or learn from it.
 
Day 1-3: i had been masturbating every single day atleast twice. And now that i am totally avoiding PMO, its feels terrible.Every time i visit insta and look at hot pics of actress that appears in my news feed, i go mad. I kept reading the negative effects of prone masturbation to control myself. Sometimes i feel really down n doubt myself that i can never reach orgasm in real sex or doing the conventional masturbation method. Sometimes, i try jerking my penis when i look at the pics but i dont feel anything.Its just not the same as prone masturbation. I was getting nervous every time i try the normal way n fail as i lose the erection halfway.
 
Day 4:So let me put it this way..i am typing this right now with a big grin. Unlike some cases, i dont have problem with getting erection, i get my morning wood most of the time, my sex drive is good.I get turn on easily to be honest. My problem is unless i am not doing prone masturbation, i cant keep the erection for a long time.That was 1hr ago:D.

I was getting nervous, i read somewhere that it will take around 40-50 minutes to reach orgasm for people like me who trying it for the first time.So i decided to do it..(Even though the pros said nofap for 7 days) i was getting restless.Its bad i know,i should have more control over myself. But i opened my favorite porn(multiple tabs that has runtime of 40minutes) and started the normal masturbation method. First few minutes was totally worthless, zero pleasure from the jerking. Few minutes turned to 20 minutes still getting nothing but slight sensations from my base of my penis(That was a new feeling).As i was losing hope, i remembered death grip method and tried it..now the tide started to change..I was getting some pleasure from the process i increased the speed..i was timing it so my 40+ish minute i had this new pleasure and feeling that i have never felt before...i actually CUMMED in a normal way..this is funny but gosh i saw my cum splatter everywhere for the first time..i made it so messy..i was laughing calling my hand "u dirty slut"×D..And i did it in my third day while others took months..even though i used death grip n with a aggressive speed..i still did it..All the fatigue from my hands n thighs(not sure why) was soo good. According to the experts,since it took me 40minutes to reach orgasm, i have to control myself for next 4 days, And try it again. Once i can reach orgasm within =<20 mins.I should start trying with light grip method. My final goal is to reach orgasm within 20 minutes by normal masturbation and then avoid masturbation n porn totally. Fingers crossed.
 
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