God. I think I've ingested more coffee in the last week than I had in the last year. Thank you Yes. Yes, yes, yes. I know for a fact he's not dealt with his grandfather's death. In fact he got teary eyed when I said something about waiting being hard and he went and grabbed his grandfather's Mason ring. I know this is hard for him to bring up in his mind. But maybe this will help him through it in a way. God, I do not envy the nurses down in the CCU when we were down there. They transferred her to a quieter floor, thank god. It was hell down there. I hope your time there was rewarding, though. The nurses were great, and still are, I just don't think I could do it every day. But you're right, the love I've seen mine and other families share gives me hope. I promise you all I am trying to take care of myself as well right now. I've spent most nights at home getting adequate sleep, but last night we really thought she was going to pass so I slept there. I've been making myself eat as well. And @Kenzi , I'm out of shows to binge as I just finished Stranger Things but I will try to paint my nails! Any recommendations?