my life

I am 22 years old who is supposed to become an engineer but right now i am nothing but a big loser whose is ruining his career by his own hands.
For all my life i have done nothing but watching porn and more porn nothing else, i never tried to seek help or to stop or even admits that i have problem, by watching porn i always gets in trouble like failing in exams because i do not attend classes and study and i always tell my self that one day i will stop so that i can keep living and watch more porn ,today i have watched multiple videos about people who is just like me and managed to overcome their addiction through using this , i hope this helps me ,i hope that one day i become a successful engineer who has control over his life , self-confidence and courage to speak out.