My mum caught me

Hey man time will heal and i u can peove it by doin so many positive thinks it will helo fasten the process

Have simmilar experience my upper rank (woman) in office borow muy phone and saw my recent history, after rhat she always look me in a gross way but time will heal and someday they will forget

 

@deepanshu___2 2 things.

1. I understand that it must have felt very guilty, I just want to emphasize something here: this will pass. I've done things that I regret and made my mom look at me in a gross way, but with time, I slowly changed this perception and she no longer sees me that way, I'm sure the same thing will happen to you.
2. You said stuff like "I lost the lovely relationship..." "I can never make eye contact in my life [again]". You may think I'm talking bs but the only bad thing your mom did that day (not you) was turning off the WiFi, it's my opinion: I don't think parents should interfere in their son's and daughter's sexuality. You have a problem with masturbation and porn? This might be the best opportunity to open yourself with someone, most people will never talk about this and will be stuck in a cycle forever.

You might as well start building a better sexuality (and life) by opening yourself with the person you can most trust in the world, maybe not right now, if you're uncomfortable, but you should later. Although, by the actions of your mom, I'm afraid of what can come of it, it's worthy though.

 

I've had similar experiences. It does get better sooner than you'd think. Having less embarrassing situations happen is certainly one motivation to quit porn... Sooner or later we all get caught lol.

 

You know, I really wish my parents were more informed about the science of porn addiction. Then I would have quitted earlier. All of their reasons not to watch was based on religion, and all it really did was turn my viewing into this depraved game of engaging in a vice, knowing that my parents don't want to, but the thrill of potentially being caught added to the appeal of the whole thing.

If I could sit down with my thirteen year old self and just walk him through the whole thing, he'd definitely have been better off. But alas, life doesn't have an instruction manual.

 

It's okay it's totally normal for a human being to masturbate . Your mom is so mature that she knows about it very well . But you really need to control your urges that's why we are all in this forum. What happened is happened and what is going to happen is that what you have to care now. Good luck brother