My Name is Scott

I came here to join a community of people to be involved in a recovery process for myself and the years of addiction to pornography, masturbation and of course orgasms. I am married (not sure if that will stay the case), have been for 21 years. However at this time I am separated from my wife, due to what porn lead me to do against my God, my Wife and someone who I love so much, and never thought I would stoop so low to involve her in my fantasies. None the less, went through the last 48 days with behaving and not watching porn on the internet.

However, I came to discover that I could find another way to "get porn" via text messaging, so the measures I put in place for accountability have been thwarted. I now have asked the person to not send me anymore. I begged for the person to help me remain accountable. As such, I have been sexually clean and without viewing Porn for almost 3 weeks now. I only wish I had stayed the course, because I would be 48 days into this and my brain might be feeling a lot better.

I have been dealing with the guilt and shame, and know the journey is long, but I am extremely confident with enough support, I can get "sober" from the addiction and freed to have a healthy sexual relationship.

Thanks - Scott

 

Thank you D.J.

My current strategies include, R|Tribe for accountability and meeting people who struggle with the same problems as I do. Brainbuddy to help re-wire my brain from the addiction to PMO and another accountability. I am seeking therapy and I attend Sexaholics Anonymous for regional support and accountability. Lastly I have been in Daily Devotions to help strengthen my walk with God.

I want to get into the challenges here and meet more support to get through this permanently.