My new 90 days journey starts today. (This is gonna be my everyday journal here)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Risinguptomynewlife, Sep 30, 2018.

  1. Risinguptomynewlife

    Risinguptomynewlife Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone.
    I have been here before. Around an year ago i did NoFap for around 120 days and it was an amazing experience. I noticed all those benedits. But slowly i again fell into PMO. And now this habit going out of control. My alone time is my trigger.
    From today i am hopping again on Nofap journey. My goal is 90 days. And right now i realise my 90 days will be completing on new year:) so that's a nice coincidence.
    I will be updating here about my journey everyday on this thread. Kinda journal keeping.
    Let's do it guys and girls!
    Godspeed to you all:)
     
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  2. Hi. I also relapsed today after day 10 but Today Sept 30th I will pick myself up n and start again. Hope to reach 90 days exactly by end of 2018 like you. Lets do this! Lets take this challenge ok?

    I dont know what happened. I was doin very well then i got into an arguement with someone and maybe that triggered it. Also i went on a trip and saw sexy ladies on the train so i didnt lower my gaze. I just finished watched 3 hours of porn and cant believe i am wastin time like this.

    I will pick myself up and start again and by Dec 31st 2018 I shud be reaching 90 days. I know I need to take it 1 day at a time
     
  3. Risinguptomynewlife

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    Yes man, let's do it! I am in it with you. You got this. Stay strong!
     
  4. Ok. Lets have each others back and keep checkin on each other. I am tellin u porn is such a powerful addiction but we can overcome it. Just need to get buzy with other stuff. I will take it one day at a time and pray to God Almighty we overcome.
     
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  5. SandsOfTime

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    Good decision. Never back down.
    So one thing is surprising me. You made 120 days and you have fell into porn again. My streak is 35 days. I thought after making 90 days porn won't come near to me. But i think I'm wrong Because you had made 120 days and returned to porn. So many guys returned to porn after 360 days also. How? What make you triggered? Why our brain unable to forgot porn existence? Do we constantly fight with this? Something serious I have to think and i don't want it in my life again. This time I have made very strong decision. If I fail then I really get very sad.
     
  6. Risinguptomynewlife

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    I would like to burst the bubble here for you. That 90 day challenge or 365 days challege does not mean you will fully get over porn or you will be fully resistant to porn.
    But you should take this period as an opportunity to get new and interesting things in your life. Learn new skills. And those are supposed to be occupying your time (instead of porn).
    Surely you are gonna gain self control gradually with time. That self control should be enough to get you away from porn till the time you complete your 90 days or whatever time period you choose.
    It all comes down to your determination and how well you get control over your triggers for porn.
    In my case, unfortunately, my loneliness still triggers me. Whenever i get alone time, my brain signals me to watch it and jerk off.
    Good news. Today i am completing my first day again on Nofap. And this time i hope to do better and get more control over myself.

    PS. I dont mean to discorage you or anyone in anyway. I am giving my own opinions and how i see it. I wish everyone a successful journey and i hope everyone overcomes their problems and get a better life. Love yourself:) that's important!
     
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  7. SandsOfTime

    SandsOfTime Fapstronaut

    Thanks for short eloquent message. Few add-ons, these streaks used to measure addiction levels and it also creates distance between porn and us. If qe constantly fight for this drug, One day we certainly get success. Or Atleast we can save our self 70% to 90% from the damage.
     
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  8. Risinguptomynewlife

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    DAY ONE COMPLETED. Had urges in the afternoon. Again bcs i was alone. But i made sure to keep myself busy learning on skillshare and also paid attention to my urges and let them pass by. It was surprisingly not a tough day.
    I am already finishing the day and going to sleep now.
     
  9. Risinguptomynewlife

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    About to wrap up my SECOND DAY. Was a little bit tough. I caught my brain convincing me to PMO at few times. Overall i managed to remain clean. I also woke up super early today and went out for taking some photographs and also did meditation.
     
  10. Risinguptomynewlife

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    Completed my Third Day:)
    It feels good. Again i tried to remain surrounded by people. It's better to keep away from PMO this way. Anyways it's just my third day. Still a long way to go.
     

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