Hello I am a 30 year old male from Port Elizabeth, South Africa. I have been struggling with porn addiction for as long as I can remember, it started as my crutch to deal with being gay and daily bullying in school. As time went by I eventually gave up fighting my porn addiction - (my only reason to stop was my beliefs and that it was wrong to watch porn). If I look back now on my relationships, I now understand why I have had the problems I had. I finally met the man of my dreams, the man I want to spend my life with and after 2 years of dating, my porn addiction has caught up on me and completely ruined my relationship. We are hanging on by a thread and I want to fix this problem. I don't want to lose him. I'm wanting to do a hard reboot of 3 months with a hope and a prayer that I can reverse the damage caused to not only myself but to the man I want to marry. I technically started yesterday, I haven't watched anything pornographic or masterbated. I hope that I can find myself and save my relationship. It's really, honestly, my goal in all this. I want a normal relationship with my soul mate.