JustTryingToBeGood
Fapstronaut
So I want to stop watching porn and masturbation, I am married and I really dread telling her, I tried once and it didn't go over so well, I got real heavy into porn all the real f'ed up stuff, to where I was having fantasies about being blackmailed, home wrecked, feminized... and it has gone way to far now, I could have pics no face but out there on the internet. I hate that. I hate this feeling, I love her so much and I've spent a good amount of money on this crap! So with that said this is going to be a lonngggg tough road ahead, but well worth it. Please don't think negative of me I've never nor will i ever cheat on my wife, but with all this porn and sex chat stuff its just as gross. I am full of guilt and shame and I want to improve for her and for me.... this is my story its not over yet.....til next time stay strong my friends