My NoFap Journal!

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Pot3bic, Oct 9, 2020.

  1. Pot3bic

    Pot3bic Fapstronaut

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    Hey Everybody
    My Name's Brian, I'm 20 and I have been struggling with PMO for quite a while now, I remember the first time I discovered porn, It was late at night, I was in the Livingroom on my dad's smartphone, and stumbled upon the triple X (XXX) link, being a 13 year-old I had no idea what that was, I clicked it and my life changed.

    I later found out that I got erections whenever I watched this, It was pretty dope ngl, At this stage I wasn't addicted, I rarely went on those sites, so fast forward when I turned 14, I discovered masturbation from my cousin and my life changed in a bad way,

    I used to jerkoff everyday in the bathroom especially when everyone was asleep,
    Fast forward to 15 years old, I discovered orgasm, man, that feeling was the best thing I've ever felt

    I remember I was in the bathroom chocking my dick, and had this weird sensation, like something is speeding through my urethra and then finally I came, bro the shaking was insane, I almost fell down, But the mess was just too shocking to me I had no idea what the fuck just happened after asking my friends I realized that was semen and I just had my first orgasm

    Afterwards I was tempted to combine both porn and masturbation for pleasure, I wish had stopped right there,
    I remember when I was 16 I managed to have a 1 year streak, quite impressive but this all fell apart when my close friend just ended our friendship, I was fucking depressed and heartbroken, I relapsed, and I've been struggling ever since

    So from today I want to end this shit, If anyone needs an accountability partner I'm here available!
     
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  2. palindromo

    palindromo Fapstronaut

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    Welcome
    wish you good luck man
     
  3. Zemidayoungin

    Zemidayoungin Fapstronaut

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    I read what you were saying about trying them both at the same time and it made me remember one of the reasons I decided to quit there were times when I would not be able to release withouth watching a video and that had me worried so I started and relapsed in some days fast foward to this year I started again and after 10 days relapsed and now I believe I can make 2 weeks easily I'm just letting you know you are not alone in this journey
     

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