Hey Everybody My Name's Brian, I'm 20 and I have been struggling with PMO for quite a while now, I remember the first time I discovered porn, It was late at night, I was in the Livingroom on my dad's smartphone, and stumbled upon the triple X (XXX) link, being a 13 year-old I had no idea what that was, I clicked it and my life changed. I later found out that I got erections whenever I watched this, It was pretty dope ngl, At this stage I wasn't addicted, I rarely went on those sites, so fast forward when I turned 14, I discovered masturbation from my cousin and my life changed in a bad way, I used to jerkoff everyday in the bathroom especially when everyone was asleep, Fast forward to 15 years old, I discovered orgasm, man, that feeling was the best thing I've ever felt I remember I was in the bathroom chocking my dick, and had this weird sensation, like something is speeding through my urethra and then finally I came, bro the shaking was insane, I almost fell down, But the mess was just too shocking to me I had no idea what the fuck just happened after asking my friends I realized that was semen and I just had my first orgasm Afterwards I was tempted to combine both porn and masturbation for pleasure, I wish had stopped right there, I remember when I was 16 I managed to have a 1 year streak, quite impressive but this all fell apart when my close friend just ended our friendship, I was fucking depressed and heartbroken, I relapsed, and I've been struggling ever since So from today I want to end this shit, If anyone needs an accountability partner I'm here available!
I read what you were saying about trying them both at the same time and it made me remember one of the reasons I decided to quit there were times when I would not be able to release withouth watching a video and that had me worried so I started and relapsed in some days fast foward to this year I started again and after 10 days relapsed and now I believe I can make 2 weeks easily I'm just letting you know you are not alone in this journey