My NoFap's Journey: 180 Days

Hi everyone, In order to understand better this post i suggest to read my previous one that i create here. here's the link https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...-the-start-of-my-journey.237181/#post-2106666

How I feel after 180 days or Six Months? Now I perfectly understand the Ted talk's speech by professor Gary Wilson (search the great porn experiment if you're intersted) and I don't want to come back to the "previous" version of myself.

For once in my life I finally feel free,determinated ( someone would arrogant but i think it's normal: In my opinion everyone can try NoFap but I think this thing is not for everyone male or female doesn't matter) and ready to take any challenge that is on the table.

I want to tell you my personal experience of this summer in order to undertand somethings: Before start the university here in my country, Italy, (i took a break from study about one year before restart) i was selected for a summer job as Travel event's Animator in Zakynthos, Greece for the period between July and August (In italy ,after you finish High School, it's a tradtion for students to go on holiday about 7-10 days but ,as my case, not everyone can afford that so it was more intersting) and there I think i've lived one of my best trips ever: I enjoyed the company of people from all around my home country, I enjoyed with more energy many different activities from discos to summer games and i'm still in contact with many people after that period and also i noticed that my usual approach with girls is different (i've also gived my first kiss, i think should say thank you to Nofap. it has also gived a boost in self confidence.).Before NoFap i was shy to talk to a girl and i would only imagined to see her naked and to fuck with her but now is different: Now i like to talk or chat with them (i think i developed or reawake a natural charisma),speak about every topics and i'm always curious to hear their opinion, be more silly and tell jokes when i'm around them and now i enjoy being around them and it's pretty fun to be honest and i received positive feedback even from them directly and indirectly (it's true when they see you'll attract girls but you'll realize that it's more than that). I think ,If my brain was still on porn, i don't think all this things would have never happened: Trust me you will see from a point of view you'll have never considered.

What changes I felt? Now I feel i'm a different person from before:

• First of all I'm thin now (I'm about 1,80-1 meters and my weight changed from 96 to 77 kg ) i developed an inner strengths like having fire in my heart
• My personality has changed: Now i feel more charismatic ( a friend called me the white Will Smith) , funnier, self esteem and confidence as never before, more selective: i've left some toxic friendship behind because i think that i matter and i think deserve better people around. It may hurt Fapstronauts but look at me: people will arrive and left your life anytime without any advice but think that your life matter and you deserve the best people around you. I also started to don't care about what idiots say: for example, are you still virgin? yes I am, so where's the problem? fuck off what society say i'm not a loser only because i don't have already said. Sex and what is around it it's just a little part of the world outside, don't trust the modern canon of the society.
• My approach to life has changed: In the renaissance there was humanism, the man at the centre of everything so i think the same. I have to be the first one to be fine. Now i don't want to live a life, i want to live The life: i want to travel, meet people, have fun and improve myself every single day. I feel i'm becoming more like Tony Stark (well i don't have his money and Iron Man suit but one day maybe): i've become the confident guy you can talk about everything, encourage others to do their best and see always smile.
• I Finally feel an inner peace that i would have never imagined.

However there were really hard times and not always a sunny day with birds in the sky: Urges sometimes were stronger you couldn't imagine but i turn, Wet dreams happened in particular in this month but this things before descouraged him then i saw them as sign i'm improving and ,above everything, depression: there were times i was alone and i thought about give up and forget about this thing: it wasn't easy but I thought i'm human and this things will happen and ,also, i have my dreams to follow and reach: everything ,with calm and hard work, will arrive. I've started take my responsabilty (for example i feel i want to start a relationship with a girl) and i want to become not only the best version of myself. i want to leave a mark in my life,in the people around me and even in this world.

I think Everyone can make the difference and you should burn off that little spark of madness that allow you to do that. I conclude with quotes to encourage you in journey journey: "It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for – and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool – for love – for your dreams – for the adventure of being alive."
"Seize the day, boys. Make your lives extraordinary." and the classic "NEVER GIVE UP"

Have a nice day guys