EmotionalDamage
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Welcome and thank your for taking time and reading this.
So I started fapping when I was aorund 12 years old, my first contact with porn was at the age of 11. A friend of mine had a friend and brought him over to my house, I let him use my tablet and he went on "youporn" specifically. Than we had a book in school about becoming you know, older and getting your puberty, there was a cartoon picture a boy jerking off and a sort note about masturbation. First it had not an effect on me but a few weeks later I wanted to try it. So i began fapping, once a day, two times a day, my low point was 4 times a day for a couple of weeks. Now just 1 time per day. But back to the story, so when i jerked off one time i rememberd the website with all of the porn, I didn't remeber the name at first but I found pornhub instead. And so I spiraled down into that rabbit hole. So yea, i hate myself for becoming who I have become but my enviroment wasn't also very good. I think I would sooner or later discover porn but maybe also faster nofap and the anti porn community. I hope, no I will beat this addiction but I dont know how long it will take. This is also the first time I am ever telling this to anybody. Thank you all.
Side note, sorry for my mistakes, English is my thirth language.
So I started fapping when I was aorund 12 years old, my first contact with porn was at the age of 11. A friend of mine had a friend and brought him over to my house, I let him use my tablet and he went on "youporn" specifically. Than we had a book in school about becoming you know, older and getting your puberty, there was a cartoon picture a boy jerking off and a sort note about masturbation. First it had not an effect on me but a few weeks later I wanted to try it. So i began fapping, once a day, two times a day, my low point was 4 times a day for a couple of weeks. Now just 1 time per day. But back to the story, so when i jerked off one time i rememberd the website with all of the porn, I didn't remeber the name at first but I found pornhub instead. And so I spiraled down into that rabbit hole. So yea, i hate myself for becoming who I have become but my enviroment wasn't also very good. I think I would sooner or later discover porn but maybe also faster nofap and the anti porn community. I hope, no I will beat this addiction but I dont know how long it will take. This is also the first time I am ever telling this to anybody. Thank you all.
Side note, sorry for my mistakes, English is my thirth language.
