Hey! So yes I have OCD and my OCD is not more of germs but of thoughts. I'm kinda religious too and when trying to abstain from porn and masturbation I read a lot of religion stuff and now my problem is even though I am on day 3 after 1-2 weeks of relapses and this is my third try. I'm not having erection nor long morning wood like before hopping on a NoFap journey. And every time I see a woman on TV, YT or IG or anywhere. I just train my brain this is nothing and you should not be attracted to the breast or something which is sexually arousing and this is too bad to my brain too because even if I successfully complete the journey of 90days I think I'm going to not be attracted to women or their touch or anything because I'm also simultaneously training my head not to get aroused and I think I would develop ED. This theory (I think) has already been mentioned somewhere that if we think if something is not attractive, harmful or something, then we would eventually lose our senses to that. Currently, on day 3 I'm having a limp penis it's flat and no erection or any stronger, it seems like its very tired and this all bothers me. I know the flat line is a thing and I can cope but I'm more worried about the other stuff. I'm a virgin and never touched anyone and so I even don't know if touching them will make me horny or them touching me. As I said I'm religious and do not commit to doing this act before a wedding. I just fear this habit of finding women unattractive will cause ED! Please help! ALSO I JOINE 118 DAYS AGO AND THIS ACCOUNT WAS NOT USED SO DONT MIND THE STREAK!!