DAY 243 Today I got mad. I was at work and my coworker called me to add more work to my schedule cause the other guy and the manager messed up. it was so infuriating. you know the kinda mad where your calm but you can feel the anger inside you. yeah it was that. it took me a long time to calm down and figure out why I was mad. it's because I'm nice. I help out and give more than I probably should sometimes, and people take advantage of that. so today I'm not taking it anymore. I will still be a nice guy but I'm not letting people take advantage of my generosity. I'm done, the foot has dropped. I've been giving way to much of myself for way to many years. I need to redirect my focus back on the people and things I think are important. like my wife, my kids, my hobbies. I'm working at a place I dont want to be at, dealing with people I dont like, so that I can provide for the people I love. I need to focus on working towards my goals or I know I'm going to turn into a miserable old man.