My path of purity

Endocryne

Endocryne

Fapstronaut
Hello! My english little bit, sorry. But i really hope to find a friends and support from community. I'm 32 years old and all my life is a totally destruction, depression and very low self energy. This is a direct consequence of masturbation, which began at about 10-11 years old.

I would like stop fap. Last session of masturbation - January 17.
 
Azzure said:
You can do it, you can overcome fapping!
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Oh! Thank you very much, Azzure!

Last night was really hard for me. I was thinking about sexy woman a long time, saw porno and photo naked woman... but remember the number 17 - it is 17 January. This is help. I said to myself – stop. After that, I left the penis alone and quickly fell asleep.
 
Endocryne said:
Last night was really hard for me. I was thinking about sexy woman a long time, saw porno and photo naked woman... but remember the number 17 - it is 17 January. This is help. I said to myself – stop. After that, I left the penis alone and quickly fell asleep.
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17 January - day when i decided to exclude masturbation from my life.
 
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Azzure said:
I like the concept. However, I don't know that NoFap is a solution for each of those issues. Indeed, fapping will make one's state even worse.
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Everything is known in practice. Before that, I had many of the problems listed above, they still remain, but I did not ejaculate for only 16 days. But the day before yesterday, as I already wrote, I watched porn and tried to masturbate, I stopped when I remembered my intention. Let's see what will happen next.
 
I can't sleep. If earlier I fapped and fell asleep - in fact, fap was a way to fall asleep, but now I don't fap and I suffer from insomnia. I do not know what to do with it. You can fall asleep only help to the melatonin pill, but not always. I don't want to be dependent on pills.
 
So far, everything is simple, I don't even want to. But today I saw nude photos on twitter by accident. And since I know that this can affect the possibility of masturbation, I will try to be more vigilant tonight.
 
Hello everyone! i make experiment – "o need real sex or not" because i have real sex with different woman last 2 day, everyday sex was so long, but I didn't feel anything and very, no VERY TIRED. At the same time, I really really like one of the girls, and I'm sorry that sex with her was also very faded in terms of sensations.

I made a decision not to masturbate for 90 days

After i'll to look on my sensations real sex. Because the lack of sensations during sex may be due to the fact that before sex I periodically masturbated.

I need your support in this ❤️
 
4 days without fapping. I am also on my second day on a dry fast due to a sore throat and my 4th month on a keto diet
 
5 days without fapping. I'm okay, continue dry fasting (the third day), I don’t drink water, but I wash my face and swim in the pool.
 
i'm horny tonigt, spend a lot of time on dates app... i think to walk on the street and meditation, it's should be help me.
 
10 days without fapping. Today morning i deleted all dating apps, because women's pictures in this apps is very sexy.
 
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