Hello NoFap Community, i am a 19 year old Guy. I've been addicted to since young Age, Hardcore addicted since i am \~15 years old. It went from fapping once a day, to fapping 3-5 Times a Day. I relapsed a couple of Times on my NoFap Streaks (longest was 14Days) but this Time i'm even more motivated to pull it through, i am ready for it. I have some Worries though about my PIED aswell my Dick Size. During my Porn Addiction i developed many weird fetishes (findom/fendom, foot fetish, shemales, piss, anime/hentai shit) and i literally found pretty Girls IRL not interesting and had 0 sexual attraction, its still the case btw. I know i don't really like all those fetishes IRL, because for example i tried findom/femdom and foot fetish IRL, of course it turned me on a little since porn made me addicted to it, but then i realized i don't really like it and that this is not me. It literally didn't really turn me on as much as when i did it with Porn at Home. While on Porn i love all this weird shit. I wanna get back on Track, date pretty Girls and have normal sex Life. Now, i've read that for some recovering from PIED took "only" 3 Months, for some years. Also i heard it depends on age and how much you used to fap? I really badly wanna rewire and just wondered how long it could/will take? How long will it take to get rid of these Fetishes aswell PMO/PIED and does anyone have experiences with having fetishes like that or other weird shit? How was your recovery? I am really afraid of it, because i don´t get Morning Wood ( for the last like 3 Years i didn´t have one ) and i can´t get hard when seing hot Girls IRL and i couldn´t get slightly hard when intimitate with a Girl (like my Ex), i barely even got hard when experiencing my Porn Induced Fetishes in Real Life ( Foot Fetish, Femdom, etc.) How long could it for me take to get rid of my PIED completely? Especially with having weird fetishes also. I really would love to get rid of it and have Morning Wood again which stays for like an hour or so :/... Is there any Possibility i recover "faster" because of my young age? Also what is your experiences Guys and do you have any Advice for me in order to get my PIED under Control? The second Thing that concerns me is my Size. When 16 y/o my dick was \~13cm/5inch long errect and had good thickness and i was totally fine with it! But now after the 3 years its shrimped down to 10/4inch and literally zero thickness. I'm really afraid i ruined my Dick and will never regain my Size. I don't need like 6cm/3inch extra on Nofap, i would be happy to regain my old Size. And if possible of course a little extra, since from Age 15 to 19 there should also be growth (which i fapped to death). Whats your experiences Guys? Also what about the Death Grip that gave my Dick a slight bend to the left? I'm overall concerned about PIED/Size, rest is fine because i know i look good and anxiety will get so much better with NoFap etc. I'm just useless when it comes to my Dick... And yes! I know size doesn´t matter and stuff, but yet i´d like to regain in Size as i just mentioned. Don´t get me wrong here. I hope some will answer to this Post, i'd be very thankful Guys! Stay Strong!