My previous success story, PIED totally cured.

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  1. icantbelieveit

    icantbelieveit Fapstronaut

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    Previous because, well I went back into old habits but I thought I should post my story anyways, because I KNOW nofap works.

    Since I was around 13 I have watched hardcore internet porn (I am 28 now). This completely destroyed my interest in real women, made me develop weird fantasies that I would dream of at night, I would PMO several times a day, would go through periods of depression and major procrastination.

    I never had a girlfriend, despite being tall and what many girls have described as "handsome". I can recall many girls in junior and high school who flirted with me and one specific case of a girl straight up asking ME out in 10th grade..and she was pretty hot. But I rejected them ALL. I was kind of nervous of them but also didn't care about them too much....why? Because I could just go home and watch my favorite girls and PMO. How else was I screwed up with women? Well the first woman I ever had sex with was....a prostitute. Women were simply a tool for sex to me, in my mind. I was 16 years old when I did that.

    I got my first girlfriend in my first year in college...how did I get her? Online dating, nothing against online dating but it's ironic I did it..you know...ONLINE. Anyway things went ok, but I was always confused why my libido didn't seem as high as it should with her. We were long distance and eventually, when I was 22, during one of her visits with me...I COULD NOT get it up. Not even once! It scared the crap out of me, but I figured maybe I was just nervous...so a few months later I saw her again and the same thing! I failed multiple times to get it up! During her two week visit, only on the very last day did I get it up to have very bad sex.

    It scared the crap out of me and I knew there was truly something wrong, so I did tons of research and discovered yourbrainrebalanced: I went on hardmode after that and went for about 4 months with no relapse.

    GOOD NEWS: I was about 70% CURED by day 30 to 40 (don't remember exact day). I saw my long distance- GF again and I got super hard just by her touching me! It was awesome! It was exactly how I imagined how I should have been. *Every single time* we tried to have sex, I was hard and could perform! I saw her again in about the 4th month of my streak and I was still getting hard...but I did develop premature ejaculation (spasming of my I think BC muscle) which I now think could have been "cured" by reverse kegels which I will look into but I digress.

    I know this works, I have already done it. During my streak, I didn't have stupid weird fantasies, didn't ever think of prostitutes, I made some girl-friends (as in girls who are friends) my brain fog went away, didn't really feel depressed, started working out (still do) etc.

    Bad news: briefly, since this post is a success story, I did eventually relapse and from 23-27 I watched porn 2-3x a week since I had NoFap in the back of my mind...a big improvement from my 2-3x a DAY but still not ideal. I started to develop the same weird ideas and occasional depression again...not as bad as before but it did come back. As of 2018, I went all the way back to 1-2x a day...and it's been BAD again. Currently 3 weeks without porn (but did MO to fantasy a week ago so I count it as a relapse). It works, I know it works, and that's enough for me to get rid of porn. I am suffering from PIED again, but I know it'll go away again...maybe it'll take longer than last time but so be it. I know it works. To anyone reading this, it'll work for you too (do a PIED test to check if it's not something medical though).

    Thanks for reading.
     
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  2. Blackberrybush

    Blackberrybush Fapstronaut

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    Wow, it’s so great you were able to build the willpower and cure your PIED. I can’t believe it worked! I cannot get aroused by my partner either and believe that I’m broken sexually. I read online that most women have a difficult time O anyway, but I don’t even want to be touched; I get no pleasure, it feels fake, and the entire time I’m thinking about other things. My partner believes that it’s his fault and that he’s not my type, which really hurts to hear and one of the reasons I’m stopping PMO. Last time we had sex, it actually felt pleasuring but I’m scared to have sex again because I feel like I used all my “pleasure stock” if that makes sense. Keep sharing your success! Thank you.
     
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  3. icantbelieveit

    icantbelieveit Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for the reply and the encouraging words. I didn’t think about that but it may indeed take less time this time. I certainly hope so. From 23-27 I didn’t really suffer from PIED only occasionally and mildly but it’s back in full form this year. Clearly and obviously now PMO is the root cause, specifically frequent PMO.
     
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  4. icantbelieveit

    icantbelieveit Fapstronaut

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    Actually what you described is EXACTLY how I would feel during sex. From 18-22 I did indeed have sex (and from 23-27) but I never felt that aroused...just “aroused enough”. On top of that I would often, but not always, fantasize of other women while having sex to keep my arousal up. My ex gf cried when I had PIED at 22 and suggested it’s because I’m not attracted to her or that I didn’t love her (she was wrong on both counts). When I cured my PIED again, it was crazy to me..just kissing or something would make me super excited and aroused, after 4 months as I said it was so strong that I had premature ejaculation lol. So it definitely works and we’re human so I’m sure it’ll have similar results for women too.
     
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  5. AlexWillDoIt

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    What is a PIED test? Thanks!!!!
     
  6. philip27

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    hey man, what about the reverse kegels you were talking about?
     
  7. ironmaing

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    Many months on, what is the update? How long did it take to fix your PIED. I envy you. I had similar problems to you but I never researched what it was, instead I took ED pills to get it up. So now at 34 years old, trying to fix my PIED and my psychological dependence on ED pills. I am excited that I am over P. I've been phasing it out for months and now clean from porn since 2 months. I fapped with a prostitute on 19th june, I couldn't get a boner so fapped to MO. I consider that a relapse. Now on no PMO since and feel so much better. I've had no random erections or movement in the penis apart from morning wood. Although, I've noticed when I flirt with my SO, I feel like rumbling in the penis. Though haven't kissed on moved passed that so haven't even had a semi yet....can't wait to get fixed.
     

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