Hello everyone, in life it's great to celebrate even the most smallest of successes, they signify improvement even if it's just a tad but. Now here is my story shortened up.
So to get to the main points, I was an uncircumcised virgin until age 21, who frequently masturbated. I started PMO frequently at age 15, 16, prior to that I found porn good but I preferred to use fantasy or just pictures, because I found bodily secretions in porn very disgusting hahaha, eventually I became numb to it. Anyways, I noticed that my foreskin didn't fully retract turns out I had a tight frenulum. Fast-forward, I tried having sex with my gf at age 21, realised I couldn't feel any pleasure although I was hard as a rock, also it when I went inside her my foreskin got stuck behind the glans due to having a tight or short frenulum or w.e, which hurt. After that I began the typical google search and stumbled upon a couple of solutions on nofap. First I started the no pmo streaks, back then was about 2 weeks. I tried having sex with gf again used lube but still didn't feel sht.
Ended up getting circumcised due to the UTI's I used to get from a possible micro-tear in the foreskin. While healing from circumcision I wasn't allowed to masterbate for a month, I also was prepping for that by practising nofap streaks prior, that worked out well. 1 month post-circumcision I tried having sex again (with condom this time), realised I only fet minimal pleasure in Vag, but blow J felt good. Which made me come to the conclusion that my issue wasn't just a porn issue, but rather mixture of porn and death grip (tight grip), due to being able to MO so fast when I was uncircumcised because I didn't need lube.
Anyways the success here is that, my sensitivity has gone up so much, the last time I had sex was in October and I almost came (with condom on). Another success I've noticed after going on PMO (hard mode) streaks of 37 days highest and most recent, is the positions I can MO in. In the near past I realized I was only able to PMO or MO laying on my side on the floor, just 2 days ago my 10day hard mode streak ended ,and for the first time in my life I was able to PMO, and MO with my knees bent, felt great that one day I can give out facials
.
So now I'm plannining to go on a 40-day streak, and hopefully get a gf again eventually xD.
So to get to the main points, I was an uncircumcised virgin until age 21, who frequently masturbated. I started PMO frequently at age 15, 16, prior to that I found porn good but I preferred to use fantasy or just pictures, because I found bodily secretions in porn very disgusting hahaha, eventually I became numb to it. Anyways, I noticed that my foreskin didn't fully retract turns out I had a tight frenulum. Fast-forward, I tried having sex with my gf at age 21, realised I couldn't feel any pleasure although I was hard as a rock, also it when I went inside her my foreskin got stuck behind the glans due to having a tight or short frenulum or w.e, which hurt. After that I began the typical google search and stumbled upon a couple of solutions on nofap. First I started the no pmo streaks, back then was about 2 weeks. I tried having sex with gf again used lube but still didn't feel sht.
Ended up getting circumcised due to the UTI's I used to get from a possible micro-tear in the foreskin. While healing from circumcision I wasn't allowed to masterbate for a month, I also was prepping for that by practising nofap streaks prior, that worked out well. 1 month post-circumcision I tried having sex again (with condom this time), realised I only fet minimal pleasure in Vag, but blow J felt good. Which made me come to the conclusion that my issue wasn't just a porn issue, but rather mixture of porn and death grip (tight grip), due to being able to MO so fast when I was uncircumcised because I didn't need lube.
Anyways the success here is that, my sensitivity has gone up so much, the last time I had sex was in October and I almost came (with condom on). Another success I've noticed after going on PMO (hard mode) streaks of 37 days highest and most recent, is the positions I can MO in. In the near past I realized I was only able to PMO or MO laying on my side on the floor, just 2 days ago my 10day hard mode streak ended ,and for the first time in my life I was able to PMO, and MO with my knees bent, felt great that one day I can give out facials
.So now I'm plannining to go on a 40-day streak, and hopefully get a gf again eventually xD.