SelfMasteryGoal
Fapstronaut
I was told posting here is better for the type of post i want to do.
Moving on i am falling deeper and deeper into something I would much rather control or remove from my life to say it simply. So far I am at the stage around indulging in porn for maybe 3 hours a day even if i don't watch it in the morning i casually look at pictures like having a cigarette or a vape. I am not depressed really other things in my life are going better but this is something that is holding me back from going to a better place.
For context I am not religious or against masturbation but it's my opinion if you are not indulging with a partner I don't want to do it for myself subjectively.
Fearing going deeper I nearly died a few times jerking off and doing things that could of damaged my body for life.
This will be a journal daily hopefully.
What is my end goal you may ask ?
It's goal 1 or goal 2 for life
live without porn or the idea of a looking at woman
or
connect with someone worth connecting to by removing porn and masturbation from my world.
Moving on i am falling deeper and deeper into something I would much rather control or remove from my life to say it simply. So far I am at the stage around indulging in porn for maybe 3 hours a day even if i don't watch it in the morning i casually look at pictures like having a cigarette or a vape. I am not depressed really other things in my life are going better but this is something that is holding me back from going to a better place.
For context I am not religious or against masturbation but it's my opinion if you are not indulging with a partner I don't want to do it for myself subjectively.
Fearing going deeper I nearly died a few times jerking off and doing things that could of damaged my body for life.
This will be a journal daily hopefully.
What is my end goal you may ask ?
It's goal 1 or goal 2 for life
live without porn or the idea of a looking at woman
or
connect with someone worth connecting to by removing porn and masturbation from my world.