My Reboot Journal

Day 17. Just getting my mind to adrift somewhere...but caught just in time. Everything's besides that Is going good though.
 
Continuing Day 17.
Slept in the afternoon. After so many days, wet dream occurred to me. It's progress to me as people say in this forum. Hope to continue working on my streak. Over and out.
 
Congratulations for 17 days.
Be aware of chasing effect after a wet dream.
You are on a very good track. EncouragIng to read.
Keep on fighting.
 
Day 35.
Wow. All was pretty awesome. No urges whatsoever, giving attention to my work. But from yesterday, I got a huge rush...some sort of force pushing me to go fap again. I tried to control it. It occurred to me at night also, being more and more powerful. I don't want to lose my streak, more than the streak I don't want to lose this habit which I'm cultivating. So I've come here again, writing my journal after so many days. I hope these urges goes away. Irritating it becomes after some point to get rid of this.
 
I know what you are talking about.
Just push through this and you will be very happy.

I gave up last week for 24h and I'm not happy ;-(
 
well, day 37.
These feelings are becoming more and more powerful than ever. Just cannot leave them alone, or they'll break my streak. But i'm working on it.
 
You once wrote

Enlightenment comes when you don’t care.”

It's a bit out of context but still true when it comes to those urges pushing us into M or P.

Im with you.
Last night I had also very strong urges. Only 3 days after relapsing. But I will reach my near time challenge of 7days.
And you can beat your old streak record. Was it 56 days?
 
Shamgar said:
You once wrote

Enlightenment comes when you don’t care.”

It's a bit out of context but still true when it comes to those urges pushing us into M or P.

Im with you.
Last night I had also very strong urges. Only 3 days after relapsing. But I will reach my near time challenge of 7days.
And you can beat your old streak record. Was it 56 days?
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Yes...it was 56 days.
 
Day 0. Again.
After 38 days...I did it again. And I'm not proud of it. But the tension was overwhelming for me to absorb it Completely. That being said, I know what I have to change in my surroundings and in myself in order to do this again. It really hurts to break the awesome streak though. But I'll do it again. This time more effectively.
 
Day 0.
I was kind of lost in this new year. And so did today. But i want to stop this asap as now i'm feeling that this if wouldn't stopped, would take me down completely. This time, I will. Gonna make it a habit of posting my moods and thoughts as i couldn't continue these in my previous posts. Wish me Luck guys!
Today's mood:
Brain Fog, Stressed, Less Energy to feel.
 
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