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My Story 18 years old

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by BigTruck, Apr 12, 2020.

  1. BigTruck

    BigTruck Fapstronaut

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    Hey, im 18 years old and i masturbate since i was 12 , i couldn't cum yet , i just had a normal orgasm but without sperm
    After 1-2 years , i think i was 14 , i cummed for the first time sperm and i was excited! Since now i've been masturbating 2-3 times a day.
    I've been watching kinda everything around porn, straight, bbw, ssbbw, even transwoman porn sometimes and i was ok with it
    At the age of 17 i started notice that all these years i had acne problem and it was getting worse, big red pimples were appearing in my face, and it had me blushing to talk even to my parents,
    I used to avoid being outside for this reason literarily....
    5 months now im struggling to stop masturbation but i keep failing, i took this problem more serious and i did a research ,i found this forum and it gave me really big self improvement to achieve something, i have passed the first 24hours and i keep going, i already have a bit of dirty thoughts haha you know, but i took it really serious, thanks for reading
     
  2. Lion's Roar

    Lion's Roar Fapstronaut

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    Try this: The Buddhist Shurangama mantra


    To learn the pronounce, watch this:


    It is the "urge crusher" mantra. It has a super natural power to help you crush any urge not only from sex but all addictions.

    Chant it at least once a day, everyday.

    Please make it clear that sex is just for bearing children, and you need to discard your excessive desire of women.

    Please abandon all PMO forever! Please get a healthy and sociable life. Help the people in your neighborhood or local area. Because according to the law of karma, you help others is you help yourself.

    Cultivate good deeds.
    Abandon all evil.
    https://www.buddhaviews.com/Learning_Dhamma/dasa_kusala.htm
     
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