My Story and Starting a Reboot

So i'm on day 2 of my 90 day reboot from porn. I remember my first ever orgasm was when I watched a video of a woman rubbing herself and copied it on my dick, aged about 11 . It was an amazing feeling and scary when I came. I realise now how messed up it is watching porn at that age. I then kept sneaking to the computer whenever I could for more. If only I knew then how bad it would be.

I was getting badly bullied all through school and I guess it was also a release , like nothing matters when you're watching porn, you zone out.

It got to the point where I honestly think I was wanking 8 times a day or more, until i was really sore .

I kept that up for many years . I didn't lose my virginity until I was 26 , loads of confidence issues, absolutely hated myself and thought I was really ugly , didn't date until I was 25. I'm now 28 and with three different women, have really struggled with holding an erection during sex . I don't feel anything except heat , there's no friction for me . It's been years of death grip . I was even thinking of porn to try and stay hard during sex . My longest streak without PMO has been about 21 days. I really need to do this. I can't let the porn keep blighting my life. I'm a porn addict.