My story, need your help, your motivation, your words

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by sorcerer27, Aug 3, 2019.

  1. sorcerer27

    sorcerer27 New Fapstronaut

    I am a 26 years old guy with epilepsy since I was 12. Regarding PMO, I started in that world at 14.
    My life has not been easy, at all. Absence seizures, unemployment, problems with girls, worries about seizures, loneliness, dependence, social anxiety.
    Since October 2018, I have noticed that I suffer from dizziness and all related (forgetfulness, etc) but I am not sure if it is because of anticonvulsant drugs side effects or excessive fap. I must admit I have abused and spent hours in my laptop watching and chatting with webcam girls, ladies who I have hang out with many times.
    This cycle seems not to have and end, because every time I do not have occupations I visit webcam models and fap.
    For now, it has not been possible to me to get a job despite I graduated from university in 2016 (I forget things, etc).. I don't know if this frustration issue makes me visit Chaturbate 5 days a week, 8 hours a day.
    This is my second day without fapping, despite I have sexual thoughts in parts of the day (both with girls and men, despite I am straight, maybe this has to do with my activity as a Chaturbate broadcaster).
    Right now,I feel big urges to touch myself, but tomorrow I have a soccer match and I want to do it well. My question is... What will I do on Monday? When I am at home alone with no commitments?
    Fapping feels good, but when I am done, I get full of bad sensations and I think this consumes my life.
    I really need your words, your advice.
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  2. IAmLegion

    IAmLegion Fapstronaut

    Welcome to nofap.

    I'm glad to see you join the community

    Congratulations on taking the first step to a better life.

    You've made the right choice, but there will come times when it won't seem so. Those times will test you and put you through a lot of grief. In those times, have a look at Relapse and Reset Reports section and remind yourself of the grief this habit can bring.

    There will also come times when you doubt your cause and second guess yourself. In those times, try exploring the Success Stories Section to see where the nofap challenge can lead people.

    Finally, there will come times when you feel like you just don't have it in you. In those times, look at yourself in a mirror and tell yourself you can do it.
    Because you can.

    It definitely isn't an easy journey, but it sure as hell is a beautiful one.

    If you want to delve deeper into the specifics of nofap and understand how exactly it improves your life, take a look at and read the introduction there. The biology of this addiction is very well decomposed on that website.

    You are not alone in this journey. The entire community is here to support you and help you grow.

    On the rare occassion that you meet unfriendly people, please report them and don't engage them in arguments. Our moderators work very hard to keep this place positive and will respond at their earliest convenience.

    This message isn't automated, so feel free to reply if there's anything else you want answered

    Just remember why you joined this forum. Never forget your cause; it is your strongest weapon in this fight.

    Be brave ♡
  3. Hello and welcome! :)

    We are glad to have you as a part of our community. Here are some quick links to get you started.

    Getting Started Guide | How to Use the NoFap Forums | Panic Button |Day Counter | Rebooting Resources|Forum Rules | Glossary

    If you wish to keep a journal of your progress you can do so in the appropriate section found here

    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!
  4. Coffee Candy

    Coffee Candy Moderator Assistant Staff Member Moderator Assistant

    Heyyy welcome to the NoFap forum : ) It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!

    I strongly advise you to be active on your profile; start by choosing an avatar and then make daily posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement. They've got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see. People will find your profile and give you
    You should also highly consider creating a public journal (in the appropriate sectionfor you ) and write about your days in more depth for us members to follow along on your journey!

    ★ People love to communicate in the profiles section and also the journal section. We need more supportive people though, we could always use your help and in return receive some as well!

    Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!

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