My story + recording of my voice every 5 day

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  1. Pafo

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    First of all, i was making this thread for reddit, but i just can't post it and i am really really mad,so i am really happy that i can share my great story and knowledge with you.So that was all i am going to add, now the story.
    I know you want to hear the voice recordings I’ve made, but bear with me and wait for it.There are stories behind of some of the days.So i really don’t know how much words is the limit, so i am actually writting now in Word, i have a lot to tell.Well now that i have written it, it really is a lot.Trust me, this will be the best thing you have read in a very long time.Enjoy!

    So how it all started?Actually, pretty unexpected.I was browsing Youtube and i saw a TED video of a guy saying why he quit watching porn, why would he do it, is he dumb?Porn is awesome, all the boobies and other stuff, this guy is crazy.I ignored the video and kept browsing.Luckily, these days I was looking a for good TED talk to watch and i kept seeing that video in recommened.So days later I decided actually to search in google, rather than looking the video first.One thing you should know about me is that I really want to improve everyday and if there is something I can benefit from, I research it a lot and eventually doing it. So I found an article about benefits of quitting porn and believe me it was so strange for me to actually think there would be ANY benefits of quitting it. It was a long read, but I kept reading it.First I saw, an testosterone increase and immedietly after i wanted to make a research about testosterone, why i need it, why is it good.Of course i have heard it before, but nothing specific.So i researched and i realized i really need that, so that was good.Then i saw, girls interacting more with you, more sociable, confident, deeper voice, manly and all the other goods.I was shocked, i mean how can improve so much, by just not watching porn, it’s non-sense.That was in early 2016, and since 12 years (now 20) i have been fapping at least one time a day.I KNEW i was not addicted, one day it’s nothing i can’t be addictive and to prove it to myself i gave a try.After the first day i realized how hard it is, but i still kept refusing i am not addictive.Time passed and realized i had a problem. I realized those alpha males or even some men i knew, there weren’t fapping. You know the guys, when you look at them and you feel like a little bitch in their presence?You just know, they don’t ever fap, they get real women.The first step of solving any problem is admitting that there is a problem.It took me a lot of time to realize that and i started researching soooooo much, youbrainonporn.com nofap.com here on reddit i found a lot of information and i started taking action.

    Now the actual journey, oh boy oh boy.I am not going to list all the benefits i got and that you will get, because when people are doing that, you just see the end result , not how to do it and some information you can actually relate to. Of course, there are a LOT of guys, giving you tips, don’t get me wrong, I am just telling you how i am going to do it.So you found about nofap and start doing it, day 1 here, what do you do? Coming here and telling us “ my journey starts today, this is the day that goes in historyy, THE DAY I QUIT PORN. In 90 days i will give you report back.Also i will do daily updates”.Yeah that is fine, motivated, but you know what happens next?Reality hits you really hard.On the third day you have relapsed, you just couldn’t take it without fapping.We all know that shame after fapping, right?But you know what is even worse than that?Actually trying to quit porn, relapse and just sitting and being disappointed of yourself.You start thinking “o shit i made an article in reddit, but i failed on the third day, fuck man that sucks, i guess i will try again” and you add another comment “o well i relapsed, BUT NOOWW i know what was my mistake and i will succeed”. No you fucking don’t.You will fail again and you will keep disappointing yourself, because you make an expecation that you will not fail, YOU SAY YOU WILL DO SOMETHING, BEFORE IT IS DONE. In the end of the day what happens with you?You feel like a failure. You know what a man does?He talks less and does more.What do you do?Talk more, doing less.You will all fail many many times, before actually making a streak more than 10 fucking days, but don’t go and write here and there on your first fucking day, what will do you, when you have absolutely no fucking idea, what is waiting for you.Keep that thing private, dont have a huge expecations, because you wil end more disappointed in yourself rather than just relapsing.O yeah and what do you do when ou are sad?You need to cheer up, soo what might possible cheer you up?hmm.O yeah, that’s right IT’S PORN.So yeah, dont do that.

    I encourage you all, to do a research on nofap.Get a better understanding about the addiction, how any addiction works, LEARN everythinig possible.You can’t deal with a problem, when you don’t know the problem.Having the knowledge, gives you an advantage to deal with it.You learn about the triggers, the effects of watching only naked women, only watching porn, edging and you realized that you should not do any of these things.This is how increase your chances of succeding.So you read all the things i have writting about and when having these things in mind, take a look at my store, when you actually learn all the good things.


    I have already told you , that i realized i had a problem.You know how all people know that the stupid guy is stupid, but he has no clue?That’s the same with us. Everyone see our flaws, how badly we do in some situations, how we act, everything.We see other people, but we forget to look in the mirror.After i know i had a problem i just started analyzing myself more than even before and i do that a lot, but when you are unaware of a problem you can’t do it.You know , when you see how much you suck it hits you really hard.You understand many of your problems in life comes from that one simple thing, fapping.You connect all the dots, when recalling past actions.After that i had a dream, a vision about myself. I wanted to be that alpha guy, that is confident and stands up for himself, not seeing women as objects, deep voice to get respect from men, i wanted to be able to look a woman straight in to the eyes and talk to her and wanted to be a MAN, not a bitch ass pussy masturbator 3000 .So i began trying, i believe i first went to nofap.com and said i will do it, but i failed of course.I kept getting angry and failing, it was a cyclee, no more than 2-3 days.When you try your best, but you don’t succeed(nice song, actually i will listen it right now).I felt like a failure more than ever before, before my illusion was not there, that i had no problem, i experienced the harsh reality and i couldn’t do it.Wow the song helps writting, you know what , play the song right now, you will get a better experience :D .

    I began trying in the beginning of the summer 2016, and around july i actually had so much things to do, that i wasn’t staying at home at all.So it struck me, i should have some outside activity, obviuously i can’t fap in public.So i did that, and actually managed to go 7-8 days, which was awesome comparing it before 2-3 days.So that was my solution, stay the fuck out of your laptop and you won’t fap.In august i went on a family vacation and then i made the biggest streak ever 21 fucking days, it couldn’t believe it i thought i was a god.And after coming back home i talked to women more easily, more calmly, my voice was deeper, my face has changed, i have something nasty like acne, but it not acne, something red under my left eye, it’s been there since 13-14 years old and even that thing was reduced.So it was all good , i was doing great, i thought i will do it, but after coming home i didn’t have things to do it.I stayed at home for a long time and you guessed it i relapsed.And boy , i relapsed good, 3-4 times a day, for around 3 days.I got sad again, but somehow i managed to get back on my feet and doing a streaks like 10-15 days and i had more control, because of the many times i have failed i learned something and it was easier.Things were going fine for me, but then i came the biggest obstacle in my recovery.I was changing university in other city and i was going to continue my second year there.I had soo high expectations about that, i was think i know about nofap, i will not masturbate and get all the girls, huge city i will be great.So i moved there and it was the first time i have ever lived alone.I thought it would be awesome.Well again, i was wrong.For the first time in my life i had a huge freedom that i couldn’t handle. I knew no one was coming in my room, i knew i could do everything i want.And you know what, i did what i wanted.Fuck me, it was fapping.I just couldnt stoop fapping, i was walking naked in my room, because when the fuck i was able to do that and just kept fapping.Hours and hours of pleasure and i just drained myself.All of my energy was removed.And you know what is the worst thing?I was the new kid in university and moved there in the second year, when everyone has a friend there and at that time i had to meet with people, even though is soo hard.But hey, nothing to worry about, i have porn.Well fuck you brain.I just couldn’t look people in the eyes, not engaging a conversation, the anxiety kicked soo hard and couldn’t do anything.And to top it, everyone there was SO FUCKING SMART i couldn’t keep with them.And there you have it, depression.I don’t know anybody there, so i didn’t have anybody to go out with, meaning i am staying in my room, perfect..So after 2 weeks i came back home and there i didn’t fap, it was for 4 days and i realized that if i make a streak i can add 4 days to it when i go home.And i really did use that and it work little.More than ever i analyzed myself to know what triggers me, how to deal with that urge, because i am staying all day in my room i had no other option, but to face the problem and not avoiding it.After a while i had a solid progress and gather a lot of knowledge and i relapsed one last time and decided that this is it.Now i can say, this is the day i won’t ever fap again.It was 20th November.Being confident about my success i wanted to be useful to all of you and decided to record my voice at day 1 and every 5 day to record it again and see how it changes.Nobody has ever done that, people are still not aware that fapping is a problem and they are not researching it. So i am your guy,fuck yea, innovating and shit.Many of you guys, probably be thinking how many days it will take, until my voice changes or how it will change, so that might be a motivation for some of you.As i man i want be become the strongest version of myself and help other people, seriously that is my life goal, to help people.This is why i am writting 2012 words(right now) and counting, just to know that i will help some people through my experience. I invite you to think about that, if you are not helping someone, what are you doing with your life?I know, there are a lot of things that you can do, not trying to sound arrogant, but the feeling that someone life is better, because of YOU, because of your existence on earth, it is really amazing.So i am going to upload the recording on soundcloud and i dont’ know if it will work, but i am going to tell you something about the records.Of course you will see how my voice changes every 5 days, but day the interesting part is day 25. There are 2 records in the morning and at night.Let me explain.In 20 day, my voice was getting deeper and at day 24 at night and watched some things(not porn), but something soft , not touching myself for around 30 minutes, no fucking, just something really arousing.After finishing that i noticed how my voice became, well not deeper , by just 30 minutes of watching something arousing.It is amazing how something little can still affect you.And in the morning of day 25 i recorded myself and you will se how it is worse than day 20, and at night at day 25 i decide to record it again, just to see how it recovers for 12 hours or something.Everything else is pretty much normal.Okey, enough with the voice records.Back to the story.

    The first days are the hardest, no doubt. If you passed them , you enter in flatline and this is what you want, believe me.But it was hard to pass those first days.I read a comment on reddit, which was “If you don’t touch your dick, you can’t fap”. Yeah and the sun is hot.We all know that.But i didn’t realize that was one of the best advices i have ever heard.So simple, yet so effective.And i followed it.On the third day i had an urge to fap, SOOOOO HUGE, but no hands on the dick, no fapping i was determined.I was literally going crazy.You know how in the movies, the drug addict going crazy, on that matrasses in a shitty room, when he is trying to quit drugs?Yup, i was like that.Sweating and swinging on a chair and screaming, my brain was literally telling “FAP YOU BASTARD, YOU NEED THAT”, but i was like “no bruh, i am cool”.Who am i lying i wanted to fap, but i resisted.After that i entered in a flatline.This is the time when things are calming down.There are still a lot of urgres, but at least i wasn’t going crazy.One of the things i realized is that when i have an urge, take a god damn shower, cold is preferable, but in the winter is hard.Also workout,i cannot stress enough.After a nice workout, first you feel better and you have a better self control.Anothing thing, don’t eat junk food.There is a connection between the food you eat and your will.Healthy- more will and self control, junk food- you will fuck things up.I noticed that when i haven’t taken a shower in 2 days or just the time when i was suppossed to take a shower, i had less self control, sooo shower guys.Boy i use a lot “So” and “Also”, but whatever, don’t care.Let’s talk about the benefits, yeah the good stuff.

    The first thing i noticed is that i was becoming calmer and the social anxiety was less visible.I could look people in the eye while talking to them, before i felt ashamed or shy something like that, you know how it is.This is making you more confident and that really matters, believe me.Other thing is the limbal rings, if you don’t know what is that, it’s the dark circle around your eyes.They fade away when you fap.However, when you don’t they get really dark and that is scientifically proven that this is attractive.Also my eyes got more bright i should say, there feel alive, not before dead, lifeless.Brain fog is gone, which is really nice.Not seeing women as sexual object is huge.You can have a nice conversation with them, without fucking them in your like 500 times in every possible position.You listen better and connect better.

    Let’s talk about my mamba,the dragon, the destroyer 3000.One things to point is it that i am not a virgin, had girlfriends and long lasting relationship.However, even when having girlfriend i was still fapping, not that often ,but still i was. I had ED and premature ejaculation, but the ED came after i broke up with my last girlfriend.The biggest problem i had was i that i wasn’t lasting long.It is awful to wait to have sex and then boom finish as fast usain bolt run 200m (well not exactly, but you get the idea) and then you feel ashamed, not manly and your lady is not satisfied and have to do finger magic.Awful.Now it will be hard to describe, but i will try.When i was fapping before, when the dick is hard, is like only hard on the outside, and like the inside is weak i don’t know if you get it.It’s not like truly hard and full, it’s like i am forcing an erection but it doesn’t reach its full potentital.Now, when i passed a few flatlines(more on that later) now i actually feel the weight of my dick.You know when you grab, there is some meat, and not talking when erect, but relaxed.When i squeeze there is something inside, it’s like it weight a little bit more, just to feel you have something in your pants.And when it gets hard, oh mama, i know that my turbo blaster 3000 can destroy everything.Seriously, when erect and i try to slap someone with it i actually feel i can hurt someone, that big of a difference, whereas before it was just erect, but barely staying erect, if i try to hit someone with (i know why the fuck would i do that, unless having sex) i would hurt my self.Also my balls are much bigger and like more out of the body and my dick also.Before, they were like more inside or just much closer to the skin.The ball sack was not loose, always tight.Now huge balls and loosen ball sack.When i feel them i know i have ammo for my ak-47.Yeah and my dick is wider and a little longer.That thing increased my confidence a lot, if really makes you feel like a man and i am not saying confidence comes from dick size or something, but it helps.

    Last, but not least working out performance.Now i have been working my whole life, with some breaks of course, so is not nothing new to me.I had some break, before starting working out again, it was around like day 30 and i had so much more endurance, also my get back in my shape much faster.A great example, even i was surpised by myself, we have a village house and the snow was huge, so we had to clean it.I SHIT YOU NOT, 3 hours straight, digging snow and still had strenght left.Amazing.The testostrone is much more and i can actually feel it.

    What a liar i am, not last of course i have more benefits to talk about.Agression.Have you ever experienced it?Probably not.When you abstain, thanks to the testosterone you are getting so much agressive.Let’s say you a driving and some idiot do something and o boy o boy, i am getting so agressive that i wanted to kick his ass, but of course that is stupid i would never do that.

    You also have more self worth, now you are your number 1 priority, you don’t allow people to offend you, YOU STAND UP FOR YOURSELF.This is one the best things to ever happen to me.Before you just say ok ok and you let other people tell you what to do, well no more of that.You become more independant.It’s amazing.Facial hair grows much faster and more denser, face clearer and my face doesn’t have that innocent look of a fapper, i look much more manly and people are noticing.

    Fuck me good, 3385 words, if you actually read all of this, congratulations.I have been writing for 2 hours already, but soon i will finish. I decided to have something like diary and put something good i have in my mind, so i can later tell you how i was feeling or what happened during my journey.

    Day 24 – i was watching something that aroused me for no more than 3-4 minutes, again not porn and i immeditely felt negative effect

    Day 27- began working out again

    Day 30- sleep is imporant, i didn’t slept one day and it was like i haven’t been doing nofap, girly voice and feeling bad.

    Day 37- i have deep voice, but it’s like i have still more “deep” to unlock.It’s like it needs more time to become deeper.More muscles without training, nothing shocking, but still.Have to workout, because i loose agression.Also around day 20 i was peeing so much for around a week(probably it’s just natural i have read other people having that).

    Day 38- first wet dream for that streak.

    Day 40- voice getting worse, i’ve been watching some things again

    Day 43- slept for 10 hours, could have slept more but i had to get up and my voice is deep.Conclusion, sleep more.

    Around day 38 i might be in a flatline , but day 43 it’s getting better.

    Day 44 wet dream, less much sperm, than before, the first time was hugeeee

    Day 45, watching some shit again, but i resisted.Starting working out again, making muscles more easily and again that innocent look, but it’s getting better.

    Day 47 i realized that i was watching some pictures for a long time , some naked , some not, but they were arousing and even that is bad

    Day 50 i feel like doing so much productive things.I knew i will get better with time.Fak me good.Update: no doubt i want to the more productive things, but still not enough.I expect to improve over time.

    Day 51 i don’t think my voice will get any deeper than that., but it would be awesome if it get deeper.Flatline again because i stopped looking at those pictures.

    Day 52 limbal ring game is stronk.Eyes more clearer and brighter.

    Day 54 no flatline and also when you feel your heartbeat rushing while looking at something, GET THE FUCK OUT OF THERE (seriously use that tip, really useful, having that hearbeat pouding fast, close everything, this is bad)

    Day 55 digging snow HUGEEE endurance

    Day 57, realized i dont have the urge to watch porn, just like that.



    So that was my diary, pretty useful things there.And i really need one more last thing to add.Which is being productive in my studies.You know when your life is shit, it is very easy to improve yourself. When everything is wrong, and your life is falling apart , you will improve easily.Why?Well all you have to do is not watch porn one day, even though you have not study shit all day.But you haven’t study yesterday, but yesterday you fapped, today you didn’t.So that is improved.Each day i wasn’t doing anything i said to myself, trust the recovery , soon or later i will figure it out how to start studying, dont blame yourself.Seriously, don’t expect to do everything you wanted in just 1-2 weeks.It takes times.Before i thought 30 days would be enough.Pfff, 60 was not enough. I still have to recover more.O yeah and now i am beast with my studies.SO yeah trust the recovery.


    Fuck i lied again, REALLY last thing and conclusion coming!I will tell you how i relapsed on day 60.Pretty stupid really.So i read that drinking alcohol makes you horny, but you dont actually perform better.And that day i wanted to get some wine and drink to chill and to see if i really will get horny.Well i certainly did, but also people were saying that drunk men are performing worse, because some of their senses are numbed, and again i had to test it FOR SCIENTIFIC PURPOSES.First i watched some of these pictures, that i talked about my diary, nothing , no erection, but when sober, believe there would be an erection.So i realized that my senses are really numbed.Decided to take it to the next level, and watched some soft shit, i really turned me more, there was erection, but for some god damn reason i decide to drink the whole fucking bottle of wine and you know that is a lot of alcohol, more alcohol, less will and then i watched some porn and relapsed.Moral of the story: i sacrifieced myself in the name of science and to give you that knowledge, to learn something .If you are going to have sex with a girl, don’t drink a lot of alcohol, you will peform bad, even if you are doing nofap.And while drinking alcohol you have less will to control yourself, so don’t drink near a computer or alone.And i won’t count any more days.From today it will be just 20 november, the day i stopped watching porn. I proved to myself i can do it, no need to count anymore i have written this big ass thread.


    So this is actually the fucking end.3 hours and a half now that i calculate more precisely.This is my experience and knowledge i have gathered i am sure it will be very useful to you.If you see some word missing or spelled badly, well i am getting bored of writing so much stuff.As a men, we should always strive to improve ourselves, stand up for ourselves and be productive.Your self worth will be back again, you will feel so much emotions, rather than being dull and doing nothing, you will enjoy music more often, you will feel how beautiful life is.You are here on this world, and you should help other people.Allow me, to help you and make your life better.I would be very happy to answer all of your questions.Here is the audio records:

    https://soundcloud.com/user-112694319/sets/nofap-voice-change-60-days
     
    Last edited: Jan 28, 2017
  2. Ursamajor

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    wow your voice changed so much. now i remembered how it was when i was still a boy at my 14 when my voice started to change. i was the first in the class to change voice. people laughed at me while i was talking because i sounded like broken violin :) this is how you sound at day one. like violine out of tune. i'm glad you did that because its a reminder to us what we do not want to be. i also remember to be popular among women at the time because of hormone changes which today is not part of my daily routine. there is no women in my life anymore. hope you xontinue your great work
     
  3. Dogwood

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    OP - Could you please format your wall of text so others can actually read it?
     
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  4. Enki

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    Yeah. I got through the first few sentences, but I lost motivation when I realized how big it actually is.
     
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  5. Enki

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    Still though, I AM impressed by the voice change. There's only a subtle change every 5 days, but from 1-60, there's such a HUGE dramatic change.
     
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  6. MrPrince

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    I wrote a report about 90 days hardmode and i thought my post was long, but yours is much more longer(hahaha).
    Anyway inspiring post i screenshoted some ideas you wrote that i felt may help me.
    Stay strong
     
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  7. Pafo

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    Oh sorry, i thought it was formatted.I will do it now.
    EDIT : Sorry for everyone, i don't know why that happened.Now it's fine i just copied it again from Word.Hope you can enjoy it now :)
     
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  8. Pafo

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    I am
    very glad that i helped you :)
     
  9. MrPrince

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    Your voice really changed.
    Congrats
    Really nice and creative idea.
    #respect
     
  10. Pafo

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    I figured out it might be a motivation for some people who don't believe nofap, or they have no reason to start it :)
     
  11. Enki

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    Thank you!
     
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  12. Enki

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    Lol. I skimmed through this, but it was funny reading all the "HERE'S THE CONCLUSION GUYS!!! Fuck I lied" parts spread throughout. I got the gist of it and I see your results man. It's pretty awesome.
     
  13. Read the whole thing. Lots of pure gold insight. You made me laugh few times too. Your voice improved very much. I can see that too. When I was at 21 day once, my friend called, someone whom I hadn't seen for a long time and he asked what's up with you? Did I wake you up? And I was like no, why? Cause you voice, you sound different. You actually don't see the change for yourself that much, but if you record, like you did, or other people can tell the difference. Keep on going, all the best.
     
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  14. Pafo

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    I am really really happy i could help you in some ways and make you laugh.The irony is that nobody noticed my voice change, even though it's pretty obvious when i recorded it, but that's because when you talk everyday with some people they don't notice, just like when you hear the records every 5 days, not big of a difference, but when you compare day to day 60 it's huge.
     
  15. Pafo

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    Really happy to hear that from you. :)
     
  16. BDK_

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    How old are you again? good job man
     
  17. Pafo

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    20 years old and thank you :)
     
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  18. Pafo

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    Thank you, glad you like it. :)
     
  19. Thank you for this amazing post it really helped me to be motivated to countinue this nofap journey :)
     
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