My story

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by BLUEBOY1, Jan 16, 2020 at 12:52 PM.

  1. BLUEBOY1

    BLUEBOY1 New Fapstronaut

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    I will try to put it the simplest as i can. I`m 23 years old, i never had a girlfriend, i never even kissed a girl. I was watching porn since puberty till two years ago, when i decided to stop. I succedeed at not masturbating for a full year, but from time to time i was edging ( watching sexy pics from porn actresses). Then in december last year, i masturbated and watched porn for a couple of times, and i was angry at myself. This time around i decided to take it seriously, i`m on my second week now and feel good, i do not have the urge. I am Christian, i believe in God and i try to live as the best and moral as i can. I also noticed that i do not have the big sexual drive and urge towards women, even my 1 year absence did not change anything. Of course i am heterosexual(i easily fall in love with a girl) but i never felt the urge to take some action. For now my plan is only to absent from any from of porn and masturbation for as ling as i can, so i hope this forum will help me somehow, so if you have any comments and thoughts about my situation , feel free to comment . :)
     
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  2. Ak_turo

    Ak_turo Fapstronaut

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    Hi and welcome :)
    What is your time goal?

    Hope you will suceed :)
     
  3. BLUEBOY1

    BLUEBOY1 New Fapstronaut

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    Thank you, i don`t have time goal, i will absent as long as i can; if i fail, i will start over again
     
  4. BrohkenCompass

    BrohkenCompass Fapstronaut

    Well first, I'm happy to see a young generation realizing so early on that there's a better life. I've been active with girls then women since im 13. I've been M since around then, if not sooner. Strong Libido and no issues through my 20s, 30s. But late 30s & 40s and it's all falling apart. You've got everything to live for man. Find a girl, and develop a bind with her. Hopefully she'll be a Christian as that will play into your long term happiness. There's no reason to pace yourself off of anyone else. Be YOU. Be a better you, without porn, and without objectifying women, and without desensitizing your brain to sex. Good luck man.

    One day at a time. I wish you strength.
     
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  5. BLUEBOY1

    BLUEBOY1 New Fapstronaut

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    Thank you, i apreciate your advice, it`s easier when you see that there`s many people with same dedication - to be better version of themselves, without porn and masturbation.
     
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