I can certainly relate, I have always preferred H of any kind over P in real life, and we are not the only ones trust me.
I'm not so sure about it being morally acceptable though... It depends on how deep you went into that world.
It works the same the way as any other type of porn addiction where you gradualy need stronger stuff to experience the same dopamine hit.
Except with H, as you probably know, the levels of extremity arent limited by reality, this stuff can get so extreme that it can leave you feeling physically ill.
And very often the scenarios and acts depicted in it are anything but moraly acceptable and offensive to pretty much everyone involved.
Sure, noone is hurt in the making of it, (although even that I find to be highly debatable, voice work is recorded for a lot of these products, and thats probably not always done willingly.), but its not any less dangerous then P in real life, if anything I think its more dangerous because, in the early circles of H, things generally look very innocent and child-like, so you can be lured into it at a very young age, I was obsessed with it as a kid, it was the first type of P I was exposed to, while real P left me absolutely cold.
But this innocence is an illusion, there's nothing innocent about it, and if you've been in the lower circles of it you know thats the truth; Leave it behind, like all the other forms of P.
Don't let it fool you, H is no different then any other form of P, and it will damage you in the same ways, perhaps even more so.
~ A long time H user.
