I will be honest, I think I am superior to most people, with my self improvement, all the things I do, my high intelligence, I am an infp, highly sensitive person, and an empath, I hate being compared to other people and I hate when people try making me feel stupid or inferior. I believe this complex became a thing when my confidence started rising, and after being told by multiple people how intelligent I am, all my life I have been bullied, so I think in my head by putting myself above others it helps me cope with ass hole people trying to make me feel stupid, when in my reality I am far surperior to them. There are only a handful of people I consider my equals, my mom, sister, grandad, life coach, my friend, no one else is worthy in my mind. Now before you tell me how fucked up all this islet me say that I fully realize how bad this mentality is, and I wish I was not like this, I just cannot stand being put down and this seems To have become me default mechanism to make me feel better, should I seek therapy perhaps?, or do you guys think there is some type of practice or meditation I can do to help?. It’s not like I can prove my intelligence so what do I do?, like earlier for example after the gym I forgot to put my work boots back on with my coveralls and everyone was like does your brain even work half the time, or are you stupid?, like first off forgetfulness is a sign of high intelligence so fuck off and secondly that’s rude.