My turn to vent

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Joshua The Christian, Mar 23, 2017.

  1. Joshua The Christian

    Joshua The Christian Fapstronaut

    Can I just tell everyone that I hate porn?
    I hate it not just because of what it intrinsically is but BECAUSE I secretly love it! And that love destroys my life.
    I am so freaking tired of relapsing.
    I cannot be the Christian I want to be with this and lets be real most Christians that struggle with this never admit it so you don't find much help from your Christian friends because they're all too scared to talk about it. I don't care if your an Atheist, Buddhist or Muslim or what I'm glad yall are out there to help me. Now I think everyone should follow Jesus but regardless I'm thankful for everyone's help here. Thank you!
    I HAVE to kick this problem to the curb.
    It's been too many years.....
  2. Lostinthewoods

    Lostinthewoods Fapstronaut

    Hi there Joshua, while I'm not a practising Christian, I did go to a church school as a kid and I'd like to share my theory. You hate porn but you secretly love it. It is because you think it is wrong that you love it. You love the taboo, you love the rush that it gives you. I know that I'm stating the obvious but it is a fact. We LOVE what we know to be wrong. Porn constantly pushes our boundaries. Once something is no longer taboo then you find yourself going deeper and deeper. Porn has no boundaries. There is always something that is filthier around the corner. More and more exciting, more and more wrong. Hence, why it is so addicting.

    Here is what I am trying:

    No tablet.
    No Smart Phone.
    Only using the computer when another person is in the room.

    Good luck.
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  3. esforzado

    esforzado Fapstronaut

    Have you guys visited Your Brain On Porn website?

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