My vore fetish - Kind of compulsion

I used to have a similar fetish for quite a long time. When the thoughts popped out of my mind, I just merely refrained and try to not entertain it. I tried masturbating to my fantasies and or porn which involved that fetish of mine, but I only really ended up being fuckin' disgusted with myself. I didn't seek for help from anyone because I'm not really comfortable sharing the disgusting images I had in mind. What I did was to eventually stop watching horror films for a while because somehow it correlated with the porn I used to watch that had that fetish. Thus, I later found myself not thinking about those strange and should I say sick fantasies no more over time. But I still watched porn though but just developed the discipline to not go back to that sick fetish of mine. I got back into watching horror movies when weeks to months have passed but do so in moderation wherein I watch only one horror movie in 2 weeks or once a month. And don't know if this is necessary still but I altogether completely quit porn for months now in this year of 2020. It's a choice you have to make every day and try finding the dots that connect you to that fetish and get rid of them one by one.

 

Vore is my main fetish. It started when I was in early grade school (maybe 3rd grade). I've probably watched 5,000 hours worth of vore-related porn. I don't think it ever goes away, but I see no reason to be disgusted with yourself. It's very unique, and most people wouldn't understand it, but we are only humans after all. You just have to treat it like other porn, forget about it and live your life.

 

You need to recognize that its just porn.
Stopping is the only remedy, there is no magic pill.

It's just a habit so it will break eventually (with your help ofc) and when enough time pass you wouldn't even care about the mag.

 

You need ask yourself why are you looking at this content. What do you get out of it and why are you continuing to look. Also, you need ask yourself why do you go back to the content every time that you stop looking. The more questions that you ask yourself and you continue to reflect, you'll have a deeper understanding of why you do what you do. Once you understand that's when you can apply treatment to help you stop.

It's not as simple as just stopping and being motivated to stop, you have to understand why. No one here can give you the answer you're looking for on how to stop, because you have the answer yourself.

 

Hi, Bro, hope you are having a great time. This is not going to be easy, talking about Nofap, the urges are brutal and once you are on it you are like a rollercoaster, it gives you good and awful vibes, stress, energy, insomnia, motivation, loneliness, and that's ok. Now, what you have to realize is that all of this is for something, for being the best version of yourself because if you keep on Nofap I guarantee you that fetish is going to be erased from your head. To give you an example, I was in masturbation for about 8 years, 3 times per day, it gave me serious injuries on my penis, and I was devastated, but now I'm on week 2 and I can see the bright side of some things, I know I can get over this addiction and you as well. Keep going and never give up, if you have urges, write to me, we can talk about any topic, just to clear our minds. Greetings from Colombia, Bro.

 

So it, esentially, has eaten you up? Jk.
How is your reboot going? Noticing changes?

 

How many days have you gotten? I can definitely say after a long streak, urges get stronger in the next one