My walk towards nofap

Hi

 

I binge relapsed today. I don't want to whine about it. I thought I can have some fun but porn is like a carrot with stick in the end. It starts all good but it ends like hell.
I made a mistake of taking this great community for granted I didn't do anything but whine about my relapse. So I did a poll to see how many of guys think about me. I just need support that people are watching me and I have to prove them so I will never think about relapse so do vote guys.

 

I relapsed
I don't know how to put it. Urges are bad they are like traps they lure you with sexual arousal and when you fall for it in middle of it you know it is wrong and not worth it. No matter how well you plan your relapse to feel good it turns out bad nothing goes right. So don't fall for the urges those exciting images and thoughts in your mind. I think throwing away days of progress for mere seconds of good. And never try to choose between fap or nofap because when there is option you will choose what is good in that moment and that is fapping so don't even consider it if you want to leave it .I have come to a point that porn is attached to me as thin threads that are small but still arouse me to fall for them. I have to deal with this last threads to complete remove them from me. Don't expect great things from nofap it will only act as a mirror it will not your life better but it will show you reality. I completed 10 days and it's a good thing but not so good compare to 90 days so always ask more from yourself.

 

Friend will you join me on 90 day nofap challenge I really need someone you can stand with me.