Nature back journey. Beast mode [on]

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by sanich, Apr 27, 2022.

  1. sanich

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    Hi everybody, this is my journey of 90 days no PMO.
    To help myself in one side, and make it more challenging in other - I've decided to add: No alcohol, No smoking and sleep well.
    I've started it 13 days ago.
     
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    Day 13 was pretty hard. Whole day I had weird thoughts, and it was really hard to fall asleep, always felt wanted to watch P and M.
    Waked up at night several times, had porn dreams.
    Morning wood was so hard, so only thing I wanted is to relieve this tension.
    But I keep going.
     
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    Day 14 - done
    This day was pretty much hard too, but training and study helped.
    Started to work with myself: meditation and psychology.
    Started to feel more emotionally balanced.
     
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    Day 15 - done
     
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    How unlucky...

    Two weeks down awesome you are pushing thru
     
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    Day 16 - Done
    Think I'm next to flat line.
    My energy compared to first weeks goes down, there is nothing I want to do...
     
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    Day 17 - Done
    There is so much sensitive content in social media, should I stop using social media too???
     
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    So I decided to add some more challenges to my 90-days no PMO:
    - Don't even touch myself.
    - Don't watch ANY sensitive content.
    I'll count this additional activities from day 0, while other keep going.
    Thanks for all your support, It's very important for me, cuz It's really hard.
     
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    Day 18 main - done
    Day 1 add. - done
    I’m not good nor bad.
    I’ll call it “balanced”
     
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    Today is a good day.
    Morning started with contrast shower, than I walked into the forest, and have a long walk.
    I found bars there and done some workout (pullups and pushups).
    Than I revisited all of my old beliefs, that got me to that point where I am now, and began to question them in order to develop new, healthier beliefs.
    Sorry for my english btw IMG_99629D83AC33-1.jpeg
     
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    Relapsed, did PMO.
    Trying to resist chaser effect,
    Started from day 0
     
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    1 Day - done
    First day was really hard, always thinking about do PMO more
     
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    Day 2 - done
    Still hard
     

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