near relapse

Hi everyone,
I almost relapsed yesterday but managed to get a grip in time. I had a bad day and no self comforting techniques i have thus far acquired helped last night, they usually do. My willpower was just gone by the end of the day.
Trigger warning:
I went on an application on my phone for proximity chats. I found a girl close by that after some convincing agreed to have me as a sugar daddy. She was willing to do it all if she collected and agreed upon sum by Christmas. 19 year old student. She wanted to pay her overdraft, kind of sad when you think about it. I caught myself on time though. Deleted the app and all her contacts. Anyway, I didn't PMO although I did edge for a bit and I didn't send her any money, so I'd consider that a win. Today I feel great!