Nearly Relapsed

That was a close one. Nearly failed. I followed my routine of getting urges, starting to squirm to try to avoid continuing down this path, failing to stop, going to Instagram to look at pictures of past hookups and other hot girls in my life, starting to grab my junk. This time, however, right before I did the deed, I launched out of my bed stripped down and ran into the shower. I turned it all the way cold and took a freezing shower until I was fine. Phew. That was way to close. Thank you G-d for giving me the strength.