Four days in and the urges kicked into overdrive. Doesn't help that I'm alone and indoors (though I'll be going out in a bit to get some work done). What really started it was at a friend's house and his sister rocked a bathing suit like no one's business. Today I nearly went to some porn sites. Temptation leaned on the doorbell, so to speak. But I made a stop here and reminded myself why I'm doing this in the first place. It's hard as all get out and to those that say porn is easy to kick, I would tell them where to get off. It's an addiction, and it's difficult for others to know unless they too have an addiction. I still feel weak, but I feel strong enough to at least go another day. It's like a daily affirmation. Side note: I had considered biaural beats on Youtube to help quell the pants demons. Did it in the past and it does offer some help.