Nearly relapsed

Ghost Rider Ketch

Ghost Rider Ketch

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Four days in and the urges kicked into overdrive. Doesn't help that I'm alone and indoors (though I'll be going out in a bit to get some work done). What really started it was at a friend's house and his sister rocked a bathing suit like no one's business.

Today I nearly went to some porn sites. Temptation leaned on the doorbell, so to speak. But I made a stop here and reminded myself why I'm doing this in the first place. It's hard as all get out and to those that say porn is easy to kick, I would tell them where to get off. It's an addiction, and it's difficult for others to know unless they too have an addiction.

I still feel weak, but I feel strong enough to at least go another day. It's like a daily affirmation.

Side note: I had considered biaural beats on Youtube to help quell the pants demons. Did it in the past and it does offer some help.
 
Man, it sucks that this is such a real issue. Glad you could stop yourself. The temporary satisfaction isn't worth it, and we must realize that that once we give in, (certainly in my case) we won't fall once but many times. And than we feel even more hopeless or something that feels like it.

Stay strong man!! I'm on day 5.. we do this one day at the time! Come on!
 
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