Cannot do this alone . The battle is inside me so I need someone from outside for guidance and support. Anyone from UK , is a male , is straight can be my accountability partner . I'm 24 years old . Fighting this battle from the age of 13 years . I don't have a gf . Never had a gf . And the reason is woman know if you only care about their bodies . Life has been tough in UK , boredom , difficult job , friends have disappeared or given up on me or think I have nothing to offer that they need .