Hello there. I know that the title of this thread may seems childish and so on but please don't get it wrong. Let's start that I'm nearly 20 years old guy, and in February I will go to school ending party. To be honest I don't wanted to, but pressure from mates and family do the job... And I have time to monday to find some female partner... I'm socially anxious and shy from nature, so it's terribly hard for me.. I don't have conversations with girls so often, not even mention some serious relationships. Most guys from my class already have girlfriends and so on.. I feel like a fucking loser. I searched facebook a little and spot some cute girl, but the thing is.. I don't know if I have enough courage in me.. She went to the same school as I, I don't know her but she seems kinda nice, but even if she will agree I don't what abo Maybe she will already have somebody to go with, or have boyfriend, or she will reject me.. And I know I will eventually need to talk to her face to face.. I know it sounds stupid but that's just a case. I'm on the streak since 10 days, I started new year like a new life, I feel great, and I know I need to get out of my comfort zone, I started cold showers and walking down the street feels a little bit easier, but getting girls is some other shit... I fapped since early childhood in addition I've been bullied in school as a kid, to this day I get all these feelings inside me.. My mind tell me - "get back, that isn't for you", I've never been dancing, I've never been really drunk, what if I throw out, or maybe lose conciousness.. By starting this new year i told myself "time to man up, now or never", I know that I need the change, but I'm just paralyzed with fear... I don't know what to do, I'm literally exhausted living this way, feeling judged all the time. I know that if I don't try to fight this I will stay in the same place..What will you do, being in my place?