Need help with weird masturbation technique

If you're a virgin, I beg you to stop using bizarre and harsh masturbation techniques or else you'll be sorry when you start having sex. I'm suffering from penis desensitization during sex because of my harsh masturbation habits (tight grip, no lube, very long edging). Whenever you are starting to relapse/reset, make sure you use a loose grip and lube when you fap (or even invest in a realistic fleshlight to get use to using your hips).

Obviously, It's far better to just do straight nofap for as long as you can - but relapse is always bound so you might as well relapse safely when you do so.

 

I've done the same thing - though usually while inverted and using my hands to hold my hips over my head. Same experience - I would quickly ejaculate without even getting hard. This was at a time when a female was encouraging me to do some very questionable (aka unhealthy, twisted and/or humiliating) activities.
Luckily I saw that she was leading me down an unhealthy path and only did it a couple of times. I imagine it's much different for you if you can do it while sitting and if you're doing it several times a day.

The quickest way to recover from this is by not doing it one day at a time.

 

You can get all of this healed if you start NoFap, you should do it for 1 year to fix everything at least