I am a 24year old fapstronaut, its has been a 52days streak of my nofap journey. I am applying for MS in US, so while applying I keep on looking for hot girls in that college, and end up watching strip club videos of those cities in which I am applying for my MS and then I visualize myself enjoying in those clubs amidst those beautiful strippers next year when I will be there. In the process I watched those beautiful strippers twerking and dancing, and I saw some of them naked. In the process I continuously affirmed myself that I am not watching those scantily clothed women with the eyes of lust. But since I am a male and my brain was getting dopamine I could not stop myself and I kept on watching the videos for hours, without touching myself. I got aroused and I had pre cum many times. But the good news is that after hours of this filthy activity I did not end up fapping and no orgasm achieved. Now why I am describing this here so bluntly is because I know how the brain works, I didnt achieve orgasm but my mind got the dopamine, and when the dopamine is released even in small amounts its leave behinds some trails of proteins so that our brain can recall the source from where it got its dopamine, this means after such a long journey of nofap, I expect a complete reboot after 90days but sadly I wont get that and most importantly there are chance I might repeat that behaviour again affirming myself that I am not fapping I am just watching. This filthy behaviour gave me guilt in the morning, so fellow fapstraunauts please motivate me, I still believe I am going robust with my 52day streak. God Bless The Human Race.